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Issue #27 - August 2010 - Visiting St Augustine
Without Wondering 
"People go abroad to wonder at the heights of mountains, at the huge waves of the sea, at the long courses of the rivers, at the vast compass of the ocean, at the circular motions of the stars, and they pass by themselves without wondering."

-- Saint Augustine
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How You Tell the Story 

We recently visited St. Augustine, Florida, which is - as the folks there like to tell you - the nation's oldest city. Ponce de Leon first explored the area for Spain in 1513. The settlement was established in 1565; the earliest recorded service of Christian worship in what is now the United States was held in Saint Augustine on September 8 of that year.

As the local tourist brochures put it, "When the Pilgrims arrived in Massachusetts in 1620, San Agustin was embarking on its first urban renewal program." So why, our traveling companion asked, did we learn all about the Pilgrims in grade school and hear nothing about St. Augustine?

Why indeed? The story you hear always depends on who is telling the story. The story I was told in school traced American history back to English Protestants seeking religious freedom, not to Spaniards seeking gold. Some folks like to trace Texas history back to the battle of the Alamo in the early 19th century, largely ignoring the Franciscan missionaries who built the Alamo in the early 18th century.

So how do you tell the story? While it is important how you tell the story of America, as people of color have been pointing out for years, I have another question in mind: How do you tell your own story? What do you highlight as most important? What parts do you brush over or leave out entirely?

And where, in your story, do you find the holy mysteries of God? Can you even tell your story without mentioning the deep longings of the spirit?  If you can, would you want to? 

How do you tell your story, in all its holy fullness?

 -- Bill
 
 

 

Bust of Augustine, Cathedral of St Augustine
Bust of Augustine
St Augustine
- by Jan
"Late have I loved you,
O Beauty so ancient and so new,
late have I loved you!
You were within me, but I was outside,
and it was there that I searched for you.
In my unloveliness I plunged into the lovely things which you created.
You were with me, but I was not with you.
Created things
kept me from you;
yet if they had not been in you they would not have been at all.
You called, you shouted, and you broke through my deafness.
You flashed, you shone, and you dispelled my blindness.
You breathed your fragrance on me;
I drew in breath and now I pant for you.
I have tasted you, now I hunger and thirst for more.
You touched me, and I burned for your peace."*
 
   I picked up a shell from the foot of the cross. It was an ordinary shell -- actually two shells -- bound to each other by the passage of time and the nutrients of the ocean, so that they fused back to back. I picked up the shell from beneath the cross marking the spot where Don Pedro Menendez de Aviles of Spain sailed through an inlet on the feast day of St. Augustine, August 28, 1565, naming the area in honor of the saint.
   When I ponder the symbol of the fused shell, I go deeper within to visit the presence of God in my memory, as St Augustine wrote: "But in which part of my memory are you present, O Lord? What sanctuary have you built there for yourself? ...Truly you do dwell in it, because I remember you ever since I first came to learn of you, and it is there that I find you when I am reminded of you."**
   As you, O God, have deigned to be present in my memory, where do I find you?
 
*Augustine of Hippo, Confessions, X, 25.
**Augustine of Hippo, Confessions, X, 27.
 

 

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