An Inner Dialogue...
What is holding me back from being fully here at times?
A lack of trust.
Allow more trust. Trust that all is going to be fine, to work out. Center in the quiet knowingness that we are with you always. That there is a deeper purpose for you being on the planet (and at your certain location) at this time.
You are carrying much light. Allow the greatness to shine forth - not to overpower any other lights, but to be one of the many lighthouses showing the way. Speak the words freely that come to you. Let the inner feeling of God-strength, clarity and compassion give you courage to be YOU - who you are - in this world. Let this feeling fill you.
See your own and other's judgments for what they are: just a certain set of opinions created from one specific point of view. (In the smaller self.)
And then let them go. Over and over again. You are not your own, nor any other's opinions.
Nobody in their limited self hold the entire truth. At the same time, EVERYBODY own the truth in their Limitless Self. Be patient and forgiving to the smaller selves, including your own. Always give a new chance - as is God's Grace always extending a new chance to everyone.
Trust that life is safe. Can you hear that and allow yourself to believe and know that? Life is safe! Stop being afraid of doing something stupid or wrong.
Others may project these thoughts onto you, but you CAN NOT do anything wrong. You might be walking those extra bends in the road when there actually is a shortcut through the forest. You may take a long time or a short time.
But time is an illusion, so it doesn't matter if you take baby steps, long detours, run or walk steadfast towards a goal. You can NEVER miss the way Home! Even if it feels like it at times.
Forget, engage, get lost and work hard all you want.
Until you tire.
Until you desire to feel the peace within
and come home in your consciousness.
Until you are ready to know who you are.
Until you are ready to see and embrace your beauty.
When you can allow the Joy to unfold.
This is the process everybody is moving through.
Some more deeply than others.
Some more lost than others.
You can move mountains within yourself.
This is not complicated.
THIS IS NOT THE WORK OF THE INTELLECT.
It is in the Grace of God
EVERYBODY can come home - at any time.
To rest their weary mind and heart
and restore their knowingness, clarity and greatness.
Let it be so.
You'll be fine and you are fine.
An 'Inner Dialogue' diary excerpt
Cornville, AZ, August 1st 2008
Torill Elen Rønnekleiv