Though I know that every human life has it's up and downs, Sid's lived such a full and varied, spiritually-based life, as to be an inspiration to so many. (I hope that someday someone will say that about me - smile) He continues to fill me with the strength and inspiration that I need to get through these days, as my human life is challenged by the changes unfolding. One thing remains constant, though; I know that all I have to do is ask, to be present to his Spirit and to the Spirit he is becoming, to feel a love and a peace greater than anything I have ever known. He is as 'close as a heartbeat', I feel him (and have had amazing affirmations of his presence), and I have communion and communication with the other side of the veil in a way I never knew possible, and that helps me to heal.

All of this is heartbreakingly bitter-sweet, but there is a strength and freedom in knowing that he is expanding into his grandest self and we all have that opportunity, now or later. And that he is still here, just different - very different, in this dream we call being human.

I wish to thank again, the continuous love and caring of my Sisters,  my son Orion, and the Wolf Pack, during this time, and all of you who are sending love; please know that I feel it all, and appreciate all of it, and it helps. Every day is different - sometimes every moment - as I ride the wave of my humanity and spirit.