Parshah
Vayera: We sit at the opening
Avraham sat at the opening of his tent.
God appeared and Avraham lifted his eyes.
He lifted his eyes and saw God in three men who walked across the desert.
He lifted his eyes and saw God in the promise of a longed for birth and in the contention that followed.
He saw God in the striving for justice and in the devastation of destruction.
He saw God in pain and sorrow.
He saw God in all that he loved and all that he sacrificed.
Avraham lifted his eyes and saw the paradox and contradictions of life.
He saw the complication of relationships, the tugging of bonds and allegiances.
He saw the struggle for peace and the triumph of violence.
He saw the pain of loving.
Avraham lifted his eyes and saw God.
And as he did he saw all he could not understand,
All that did not make sense.
Avraham saw that often life offers no easy answers
And we open to what we encounter as best we can.
Avraham sat at the opening of his tent in the heat of the day
And God appeared.
As Avraham lifted his eyes, all life swirled by--
A tangled, messy web of experience
That asks of us
Everything.
And Avraham named this place of knowing adonai yireh God sees.
Each new day we sit at the opening.
What will appear?
What will be asked of us?
What will we notice, long for, seek?
How will we meet each encounter?
What would it be like to sit at the opening and for a moment see with God's eyes?
See with eyes that have a spacious and vast perspective...
See with eyes that can accept paradox...
See with eyes that don't turn away from pain and sorrow...
Eyes that see without judging...
Eyes that see and love.
Avraham sat at the opening of his tent in the heat of the day.
God appeared and he lifted his eyes. Avraham recognized God in the promises and disappointments of life and he rose to greet this awareness.