Dear Tamara,
I am exhausted and overwhelmed. Our 16-year old son has a diagnosis of autism. Though our son has gained many skills over the years, I still see areas of need and to be honest I am running out of steam. I certainly don't want my son to fail but I am having difficulty managing the ongoing needs of my family and staying motivated.
Do you have any suggestions for me?
-Exhausted and Overwhelmed
Dear Exhausted and Overwhelmed,
Thank you for your note. You are not alone. Caring for our loved ones with autism is undoubtedly very stressful. There is pressure to obtain interventions and difficulty knowing which type of intervention is right for each child. There are what seem to be endless waiting lists and it's difficult to predict future outcomes. Every day may feel like a race against time.
As you have experienced, this type of intensity is difficult and unrealistic to maintain long term. When caring for others it is crucial to recognize and take care of your own needs as well. That means recognizing and managing your own stress.
Stress is the body's fight or flight response that comes and goes based on circumstances. Big stress happens as a response to major life events (diagnosis, job loss or gain, moving, etc). Small stress (being late, clutter, traffic, misplacing items, etc.) is experienced on a day to day basis and can be cumulative in its effect if not addressed. Stress often comes from things that feel outside of our control, such as raising a child with special needs.
The ability to handle small stressors is a predictor of wellness. If you aren't taking time to care for yourself, you will feel exhausted and overwhelmed.
Learning what is and is not in our control and letting go of "shoulds" is a good place to start reducing your stress. Do you feel like it is your responsibility to make everyone in the family happy? Feeling responsible but not having control can lead to burnout and exhaustion.
When something starts to cause stress, ask yourself: Is this a disaster or bump in the road? Is this fixable or not? Often, changing our view of a situation can change the level of stress we feel about it.
Strategies:
- Determine if/why you need to control the situation or behavior.
- Understand that letting go does not equal giving up.
- Sometimes "Good enough" really is "Good enough".
- Keep realistic expectations.
- Ask for and allow others to help.
- Learn to understand and acknowledge your feelings.
Individuals who create a plan for dealing with their emotions experience less stress than those who do not. This can mean looking to parent support groups, finding your own therapist, or just asking for help.
Sincerely,
Tamara Phillips, MA, LMFT