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Psalm 5
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Give ear to my words, O LORD; consider my groaning. Give attention to the sound of my cry, my King and my God, for to you do I pray. O LORD, in the morning you hear my voice; in the morning I prepare a sacrifice for you and watch. For you are not a God who delights in wickedness; evil may not dwell with you. The boastful shall not stand before your eyes; you hate all evildoers. You destroy those who speak lies; the LORD abhors the bloodthirsty and deceitful man. But I, through the abundance of your steadfast love, will enter your house. I will bow down toward your holy temple in the fear of you. Lead me, O LORD, in your righteousness because of my enemies; make your way straight before me. For there is no truth in their mouth; their inmost self is destruction; their throat is an open grave; they flatter with their tongue. Make them bear their guilt, O God; let them fall by their own counsels; because of the abundance of their transgressions cast them out, for they have rebelled against you. But let all who take refuge in you rejoice; let them ever sing for joy, and spread your protection over them, that those who love your name may exult in you. For you bless the righteous, O LORD; you cover him with favor as with a shield. (ESV)
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Unworthy Prayer
Friday of Lent 3
8 March 2013
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Sinners must pray. This fact goes against all that we know and feel in our hearts. Satan, the world, and our sinful flesh all conspire against us, so that we would be inclined to flee God and avoid prayer. Like the guilty child, who has broken mother's vase, we avoid facing our Father with our transgressions. We hold the fig leaf of our excuses before our wickedness (Gn 3:7) and hide from Him. "Pray! Not hardly, not after what I have done. Why would I think God could listen to someone like me?" Clearly, we have no right to stand in God's presence, bringing petitions for ourselves or for anyone else. We flee from God's presence for fear of being swallowed up by His righteousness. He is holy. I am not. The calculus is quite simple.
Yet we have the enduring and continual invitation from our heavenly Father to flee to Him for refuge. His heart is open to our susurrations, our muddled pleas for mercy. He wants us to set aside the truth of our unworthiness in favor of the truth of the worthiness that comes from His only begotten Son, Jesus Christ. He is the One who bridges the gap between "He is holy. I am not." He is the mediator between God and man, the man Christ Jesus (1Ti 2:5). Only He can change my status. He presents me to His Father and pleads my case on the basis of His perfect sacrifice for me and all sinners. I come blooded by God's Son and on that basis I am God's son. Of course I should ask my dear Father as a child asks! Nothing would delight Him more.
I must then become blind to all my sin. It cannot keep me from crying for mercy with the wild abandon of a hurting child in need of a father's comfort in suffering. Indeed, the certainty of my sinfulness makes more clear my need of prayer and its cry for mercy. It is a counter-intuitive approach to praying. The more I feel my sin, the more clearly I need to approach my Father in heaven. So it is on earth, where the child who has deviated most fully from his father's will is most in need of approaching him with contrition for his rescue, like the lost son of Luke 15. Our desperation over our sin demands aggressive prayer. We are encouraged in this by the promises of God to hear our prayer. How often He invites us. How He longs to hear our petitions. The great saints are also the great sinners, and conscious of their sins, they are driven by their need and confidence in God's promises to cry, "Have mercy on me, O God." He must listen because of my need and His unalterable promise to sinners to hear them.
Nor are we alone in this. Jesus, our Savior, understands our weakness better than we do, because He was clothed in weakened flesh to repair its weakness (Rm 8:3). He gives resources to the weak and fainthearted, who, burdened by the clarity of their own depravity, are in need of divine help to pray. He sends His Spirit to us that we might have the courage to cry in our need to our dear Father. Indeed, when in the hour of deepest need, we know not what to pray, the Spirit prays for us in words that we couldn't utter, even if we wanted to. The less I feel able to pray, the more I should be driven to it. I need it most then. I must pray because I am unworthy.
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Martin Luther
"Look at David clearly taking refuge in mercy and saying, 'Have mercy on me, O God' (Ps 51:1). It is as if he were saying: 'I know that I am evil and a sinner, and that You are righteous. Therefore, I rise and dare to pray. All this I do with trust in Your Word and promises. I know that You are not the god of the Mohammedans or the monks, but the God of our fathers, who promised that You will redeem sinners, and not simply sinners but such sinners as know and feel that they are sinners, etc.' Therefore let us also dare to say: 'Have mercy on me, O God. I am a sinner, tempted by flesh and blood, anger and hate. But there is hope in Your mercy and goodness, which You have promised to those who thirst for righteousness (Mt 5:6).'
"This cannot be adequately expressed in words, but our own experience is necessary in addition. This teaches what a labor it is to climb over what looks like the mountain of our own unworthiness and sins standing between God and us as we pray. Although it is here that we feel the weakness of faith most, still we ought to hold to the consolation that we are not alone in saying, 'Have mercy on me, O God.' The Spirit is saying and praying the same thing with us in our hearts, 'with groanings too deep for words' (Rm 8:26). As we do not see or fully understand these groanings, so God, who is also a spirit, sees them most clearly and understands them most fully. Struggling in the midst of conflict or of temptation, therefore, we ought to resist Satan with trust in this Intercessor and say: 'If I am a sinner, what then? God is merciful. If I am unfit for prayer because of my sins, well and good. I do not want to become more fit. For, woe is me, I am more than fit for prayer, because I am an exceedingly great sinner.'
"It is the doctrine of this text (Ps 51:1) that conscious sinners (I call them this for the purpose of teaching) must dare, and that God the Righteous and man the sinner must be reconciled, lest we avoid God. Instead, let us sing with David, 'Have mercy.' Lest the pronoun 'on me' and the name 'God' hinder us, let us put between them the verb 'have mercy,' by which God and man as sinner are reconciled. Unless this happens, not only shall we never sing this psalm rightly, but we shall never be able to pray the Lord's Prayer rightly, because in this life it will never happen that we are pure of all sins. Even though so-called 'actual sins,' may be absent, which is very rare, still original sin will not be absent. Since we are always in sins, we must also always pray, as the reverent heart of Christians prays every moment, because every moment they see their unworthiness and want it pardoned. These constant groanings of the Christian heart are disturbed and covered by thoughts, and sometimes by our daily affairs, so that we do not always see them. Therefore it is really a theological virtue to cover our sin with prayer this way, and when we feel our weakness to flee to this song: 'Have mercy on me, O God.'"
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Prayer
Dear Father, I am unworthy to approach You, yet in Your Son You invite the unworthy to pray. So I will set aside all I know about my wickedness and Your holiness and taking You at Your Word demand from You all You have promised. Help me to be blind to all that keeps me from constant prayer. Send Your Spirit that I might flee from the press of daily busy-ness to assail Your throne of grace. Amen.
For the family of Jean Noyd, who was laid to rest yesterday, that they might mourn as those who have hope in the resurrection of the flesh and the life of the world to come
For Alice Gamino-Schumacher, who was born prematurely, that the Lord would give her strength
For President Matthew Harrison of the LCMS, that the Lord Jesus would continue to call him to faithfulness to the divine Word
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Art: GRÜNEWALD, Matthias Isenheim Altarpiece (1515)
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© Scott R. Murray, 2013
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