Former Newsletters  |  My Cat Rescue  |  Contact Donna
Donna Ciaciarella


A Beautiful, But Bittersweet Soul Mate Past Life....


Greetings to My Family 
of Friends and Clients ...
 





I would like to share with you a past life reading that I read for a client in 2014. 
The work she did since our reading together was simply profound, given what happened to her in her past life during the 1800's.


Recently, I heard from her that she had four past life regressions with a past life repressionist. (Please keep in mind that past life readings and past life regressions are different - regressions involve a hypnotherapist.) She wanted to share with me that in her last past life regression, the same lifetime that I read for her came through, although as you will read, I did not tell her how she died and there were a few more details that she saw that I didn't. She was given that information in the regression.  I will call her Maria, but not her real name.


Maria's Question For Our Reading:



Maria's question that she poised to me in 2014 was:  What would relate to her life now with her life purpose as her career direction - what would be relative to her spiritual path now - and she was referring to the healing arts as her career path. She wanted to focus on any healing aspect that would be revealed in a past life that would help herself and others. However, she also wanted to add another level to her question:  What is leading her and inviting her to meeting a soulmate, or does it have anything to do with a soul mate?  So, in a sense, her question had two parts to it.  She told me that she has been working in healing with loving herself and she deeply understood that that was the was the most important aspect in order to be able to attract and receive unconditional love from someone else.
    


Here is Maria's past life story that came through in my visions in 2014, briefly summarized:


Maria was married, with a 2 year old boy, living in a rural and very beautiful part of either Scotland or Ireland.  On a beautiful day, she left her child with her mother and went down to the local creek to wash herself and some clothes.  She was so immersed in the surrounding beauty that she started walking along the creek, and so she meandered about a quarter of a mile away.  


What she didn't know was that there were three men in-camped nearby that she couldn't see, but they saw her.  I told her they were not "nice men", not from her village, so she didn't know them. I also told her that they had the worst intentions, which were to rape her.  And that's what started to happen - they grabbed her to begin to rape her. But she fought them with all her strength as they were trying to rip her clothes off. By this time they had her half stripped and on the ground.  


But here is the beautiful part of the story:  


She had some good karma from a previous life that manifested with another man showing up at this point.  He saw what was going on and he approached the three men with a huge stick. He started to pound on them with his stick and Maria took off running.  When she got home, half dressed, and told her mother what happened, word spread through the village and some men went down to the place where Maria told them where it happened.  The dead body of the man that had saved her was there, very badly beaten.


No one knew who he was or where he had come from.  I told Maria that this man, who she didn't even know the name of, she "held in her heart for the rest of her life".  One of the reasons being, is that right before she started to flee from the three men beginning to rape her, in one brief moment, she exchanged a powerfully profound look into the eyes of the man that was saving her and that this "exchange" never left her mind for the rest of her life. I told her that she lived after that always fantasizing a different outcome of the event -that she and he would live together forever in love.  Of course, this could never happen, as he was no longer alive, and also, that she was married.




And in Maria's Words:


Dear Sweet Donna!! 


I just had a past life regression since my last reading with you in 2014.  I have learned how to regress others as part of my training and this was the 4th time that I have been regressed back.... This one was particularly special because I went to the lifetime that you saw for me! 


And today I went there on my own.... This is a huge testament to the work you do and the things you see!! I have trusted you from the moment I started this journey with you over the years, but to see this come full circle through my own subconscious this way.... Well I am speechless.... 


Here is my story:


Here is what I saw/felt in my regression of 8/3/16. There are a few "new things that you didn't see", that my soul showed me in this regression that I learned that were specific to my intention that I set going into it. My dear friend, Erin, was graciously guiding me through.


This is a long one so I hope you have a comfy reading spot and a good cup of tea! 


My intention clearly stated: 


"I want to go to a lifetime where I felt true divine connection and love with my soulmate.  And help me to understand what is holding me back from feeling that and meeting with them in this lifetime".


I arrive into the hypnotic state and I am greeted by a guardian who will go on this journey with me to the "library of lifetimes".  He is an Angel with big blue eyes, and reminds me of Archangel Michael. Outside, I see lush green fields of grass and a river flowing through. 


I'm guided to the first scene of this experience. I step out onto the lush green grass - I'm a woman in the 1800's and I feel like I'm in Ireland and I see castles in the distance.


At this point, as I look at this little river or creek flowing through. I realize which lifetime I'm in. It becomes very clear to me that I'm in the lifetime that Donna had read for me. 


(My conscious mind wants to doubt and is telling me that I'm only seeing this because I know this story, but my soul reminds me that this is truth. Perhaps, if this were my very first regression, I may have completely doubted it, but because it was my fourth time, I kept with the knowing that this was where I was meant to be.) 


It's a lovely day and I'm at the little river, the water is lush and flowing down.
I am washing my clothes in this river and decide that it's such a nice day I'll take my big dress off and bathe and cool off, since no one is around. So I take a stroll. My son, John, is at my mother's and I'm just enjoying taking time to myself.


I hear my physical guide, Erin, ask me if I see anyone else around.... 


My heart begins to pound out of my chest as I do notice 3 men in the distance, I immediately do not feel good about these men, consciously and sub-consciously.  I know what Is about to happen. They do not have good intentions for me at all.... 


Thankfully, my guide, Erin, begins to count me into the next significant scene in this lifetime, so I didn't have to experience this again... 


Next scene:


I am at my mothers house, my clothes are torn, I'm half naked, I'm bleeding, hurt, crying. 


My mother blames me, she says I was asking for it by taking my dress off, that it was my fault, in this moment I feel so much shame and guilt - (this wasn't in your reading, but is very specific to my intention in the end.).
I look over at my son, John, he is just a baby, how could I be so careless to let this happen as a mother? 
At the same time, I can't stop thinking about that man.... 


Erin:  What Man? 
Me:   The man with the beautiful blue eyes. 


Erin:  What man with the blue eyes?
Me:   The man who saved me from the 3 men and I so I explain to her: 


Those 3 men had started to rape me, all of a sudden a 4th man appears out of nowhere with a big tree trunk and hits them with it to get them off me. He succeeds and there's a chance that I am free. He tells me to run so I start to run but I have one moment in time where our eyes connect. It felt like time slowed down and we connected - his eyes, the most beautiful blue eyes I have ever seen, piercing blue, stunning, in the obscenity that was happening, I felt love and connection like never before. I come back to the realization of what's happening and turn my back and run. Never to see him again. 


Next scene:



I am with the police at the scene of the event. I'm devastated because they tell me he didn't make it, that the 3 men killed him. All that's left of him to me is a ring of his - it's like a Celtic type ring. I keep it on me at all times on a chain around my neck. 


Next scene:


I'm laying in bed with my husband, who I have never felt a real connection with. I lay awake like this every night running through the different scenarios that could be if, "That man who saved me", was alive. I fantasize about our life together - I dream about my husband going away and him being the father of John and the happiness of a family we could be - I obsess over it, I become withdrawn and unpresent with my current life and family and husband.  I am not even present with myself any more, I don't know who I am because I dream of him constantly. Between the traumatic experience of being raped and losing him, I begin to lose control of all reality. 




Next scene:


I'm back at the scene of the event, I literally cannot take it anymore, I have a rope in my hand and there is an old wooden chair near by next to a big tree.
I'm ready to take my life and leave my son and husband to go and be with my love - the man with the blue eyes. 


As I tie the rope around my neck to hang myself and leave this lifetime, I'm riddled with so much guilt and shame. I blame myself and am ashamed for my rape.  I blame myself for killing "my love", and I feel so guilty for leaving my son, John. But I can't take it anymore. I kick the chair away and it is the end. 


Before coming back to consciousness, Erin brings me back to my guardian and into my higher self state to revisit my intention and asks me a few more questions. 


Erin: What is it that I learned from this lifetime? 
Me:   I learned that I have to clear "Guilt and Shame" that I have carried through to this lifetime before I will be able to connect with him again. 


(Personally, this has come up for me so much during my healing in this lifetime and has offered me opportunities to also work on it, I experienced abuse as a child in my current lifetime so I have done a LOT of work on it, but I realize, there's still much more to release! It's also not the only lifetime Iv carried guilt and shame, in my second regression I did about my sisters' and my soul contract on abuse. It was the same thing that came through - it was a karmic thing in that one. I have  carried it through three lifetimes now that I know of, and God only knows how many more!!!!!) 


Erin:  Did I recognize anyone from this past life who is now in my current life? 
Me:   Yes, my son, John, is my brother in this lifetime!! 


Erin:  Is there any other information you need to know before we bring you back? 
Me:   Yes, I need to be present with myself and have patience in trusting that he will find me again. If I'm present with myself and patient, he will find me. It's all about me doing the work. 
Presence & Patience, this kept repeating over and over and over.... 


So, pretty cool right!!?? 


I just feel like the "Blue eyes" was such a huge message in this regression and was almost the key to me "remembering" him when we meet again, since that's the only memory I'v ever had of him. 


At the same time, I don't want to only be looking for a man with blue eyes and excusing anything else that comes along- I guess this is where the message of my practice of being "present with myself" will come in right... Haha... And patience in trusting that he will find me and I just stop looking for him... And trust...


It really is so profound and has come FULL CIRCLE!!! 


What an incredible journey. I'm sitting here on a Monday night giggling at myself right now because I'm wondering who else is out there writing huge emails about past life regressions and readings!! But this is what truly believe in and I totally LOVE myself for this belief system I havev developed!!! 


The truth is,  that the only thing I believe to be real is God, Spirit, the Divine, whatever you want to call it.  I truly believe this!! And that's why I have so much trust and faith in it.


I can't wait to hear back from you!! 


Sooooooo much love for you, dear woman!!! What an honor to have shared this magic with you!!! Thank you so much for seeing me and taking time to connect this way.


Love and Light, 


Maria






Some of you  may know that my formal training is as an artist, receiving a BFA in painting from the Rhode Island School of Design.  All of the paintings on my website are ones I have done over the years.  I stopped painting in early 2007, as I became passionately involved in rescuing street kitties in the "slums".  But, I am back in my studio now, painting to support my cat rescues. (You can see some of the kitties I have rescued by clicking here.) 


I haven't had a lot of time to paint this summer, but would like to share with you a painting that I did in 2005, dedicated to the love my mother had for me. She was my first art teacher and the biggest fan of my art work. She passed in 2004.  Click here to see a pic of us together!






       It's the eighth painting on my paintings slideshow, just to let you know.


Wishing you a lovely August and upcoming Fall!



And trust that all your effort to be kind and compassionate, beginning towards yourself, will help the whole world and be imprinted throughout all universes. And your good karmic effort will be returned as love to you.




Donna Ciaciarella 
334 East Bay Street #242
Charleston, SC, 29401


 
Office:  1- 843-577.2948 


Past Life Readings | 334 East Bay Street #242 | Charleston | SC | 29401