When a stunning redhead, standing in the queue at Costa, says that to a man of a certain age, a defibrillator may be required, never mind a decaf!
I had a good look; high-rise skinny jeans, Jack Wills shirt, JustFab ballet flats, Land's End scarf, tan leather Hobo tote, cream linen jacket... I'd guess M&S.
As I looked she turned into a ten year old. Red hair pulled back, leotard, throwing herself down a runway and launching into a Tsukahara.
... yep I remember. I used to sit with her dad, at gymnastic competitions and hope we would take the kids home in one piece.
Over a Latte we sat and chatted. She'd seen me on the telly talking about the doctor's strike.
'I agree with you... what did you say... disproportionate... yes.'
My gymnast has blossomed into a doctor.
She lowered her bag to the floor, leaned forward in the seat. Elbows on the table, looking into the coffee.
'I don't want to hear you say any of this on the box...'
I agreed...
The strike; yes she had 'been on strike', of sorts. Some strategic study days, annual leave, shift swapping and she had avoided the picket line.
'I can't go on strike... but I can't not go on strike.'
Peer pressure and thinly disguised bullying; 'we have to stay together'. Even pressure from consultants 'to join-in, we'll cover... take the day out, it'll be fun... give Hunt a black-eye...' said one.
There was a lot more. The moral and ethical conundrum I imagine a lot of doctors are going through. 'Junior' is all wrong. Training, yes, young, yes. Junior... low-grade... inferior... no.
This once effervescing, fearless child, now a disheartened, young woman.
The fact that we still call the backbone of the workforce 'junior' just about sums it up.
I swung the car out of the car-park and headed for the motorway. I had a lot to think about.
Each time the JDs had been on strike I filmed from the picket lines. Central London. Each time I came across JDs who chanted the same; 'not fair' and 'not safe'. Almost none of them had read what; at that time was the critical document, St David Dalton's letter setting out the state of play.
None of them had read the proposed contract because it hadn't been published...
Maybe it was a variation of the Stockholm syndrome but I felt sympathetic and had several telecons with the JD leader Johann Malawana.
Nothing came of it. We now know why. The HSJ leaked emails are proof the union wanted to drag out the strike.
The HSJ has provided further proof, a leaked document showing once again the BMA are closer to the British Machiavellian Army than they are to a medical association.
What's the state of play?
I said, more than a month ago, the BMA were split. They denied it. The latest vote 14-16... I'm hearing they had several goes at the vote to get to 14-16.
The General Medical Council have woken up and realised strikes can damage patients. So do cuts in services. They are making dark threats. They'll never be able to collect evidence to 'strike-off a striking JD' but it adds weight to the establishment's argument that the dispute is now disproportionate.
The Academy of Royal Colleges has thrown in its two-pennyworth. They agree the NHS is on its knees but not that JDs should be on the picket line.
The clouds in my coffee are telling me the BMA have lost credibility, the GMC are irrelevant and the Academy... who's heard of them.
Medical leaders and regulators wringing hands, agreeing
that the NHS is in crisis but 'JDs shouldn't do anything about it', gives The Tinkerman a get out of jail card and begs the question; OK, facing the melt-down of the NHS, what will the medical
establishment
do?
The DH are meddling by-standers the Confed appear gutless; NHS Professionals at least manage relevance. The Patients Association is full of doctors.
There is only one place a junior doctor with a moral and ethical problem can go. I told the gymnast...
When you wake up and look in the mirror, ask yourself; if today was your last day doctoring, would you want to spend it on strike.
Look into the eyes of the people who depend on you; reflected there you will see who you really are.
If there is to be a protest about contracts, money, politics, workforce, workload, resource, re-validation, lack of evidence and waste, it is a protest for all doctors...
... not just training doctors, whose careers, emotions and reputations are being shredded by doing all doctors' and the medical establishment's dirty work.
