P'taah: Greetings beloved ones! Continuing our little review from last month.
When you birth yourself into this reality, you birth yourselves knowing the grand truth. And then whilst you were still babes, you experienced for the first time invalidation. Again and again and again the withholding of love.
When you look at it with an adult mind, these invalidations for the most part were no great story really. But for the babe who only knew love, it was total devastation. From this emotion you came to believe that you were not worthy of love or loving. You felt abandoned.
And as you grew a little and began to observe your exterior reality and viewed the lack of love in your exterior reality, you came to believe that you were totally powerless and that indeed your world was not a safe place to be. And as you believe it, so it is! You grew in your physicality, you grew in intellect, but there within the breast of you is a tiny baby one who does not know your grandest truth.
The name of this baby one is Fear. And what have you done with fear all of your life? Tried to overcome it, overpower it, invalidate it, push it away, or get rid of it any way you could. And it is only a little baby you shut up in that dark closet.
That which you call enlightenment is the natural result of loving every facet of you absolutely. How can you love what you do not own, what you have abandoned, betrayed, invalidated, and kept locked in a black closet? Enlightenment is the natural result of loving every facet of you absolutely. Can it be more simple than that?
There is nothing to do. As you go about your day to days, when you are in the joy, in the laughter, in the play--which is not very often because there are very seldom no negative judgments--all of the energy channels are open. Energy channels, the channels which carry the electromagnetic energy of your E-motions.
E-motion--energy in motion. The energy cannot be in motion when you are totally closed down in that place of fear. Have you noticed that when you are in fear, it is very difficult to breathe. When you are in fear, your whole body becomes tight. When you are in joy you breathe. Your body is open.
Your body listens to everything that goes on in your life. Your body is your divine creation. It listens to every thought, to every feeling, and because your body is part of your exterior reality, it shows you who you are Now! When you are in a place of fear, your body is tight and closed down and it feels very uncomfortable. It is your body saying, "Stop Now! Pay Attention! There is something to be resolved here!"
And in that moment, in that recognition, even if you are not used to paying attention to feelings, your body is telling you that you are not feeling good. When you are not feeling good, you are in a place of fear. Are we getting the picture here?
There is a baby boy or a baby girl knocking on the door of your heart asking to be let into the light. What is the light? It is LOVE!
And what is love? It is another name for God/Goddess, All That Is. It is the building block of existence. Without love, without that light of love, there is no existence, no planet earth, no universe, no mountains, rivers, oceans, forests, no humans.
Every atom and molecule in your existence--any existence-- owes its existence to the light of creation! Every atom, every molecule, your body, the chair that you are sitting on, your buildings, your motor cars, flowers, trees, creatures and all of the unseen realities, the soul of you which is not human--all of it, ALL of it owes its existence to Love, the light of creation.
The very next time that you create a situation and you feel the clutch of fear in your belly, stop. That is your choice-point, your point of power. You can only transform what you own in the Now moment whilst you are in the emotion by the total embracement. Stop. If you are with other peoples, go the bathroom and close the door and breathe. Breathe to show forth the intent for transformation. BREATHE! and see in your minds eye the baby you aged about four years.
And that baby you is standing before you broken-hearted, terrified, abandoned. What would you do? You would reach out and you would gather that baby to your breast and you would say to this beautiful little one, "Beloved of my heart, I love you absolutely! Never again will I abandon you. Do not be afraid any more. I will never leave you. WE are together forever you and I in this safe and wondrous world and together we are coming home. Together we are coming home." (Pauses)
And you know, beloved ones, as you reach forth with love and compassion for this baby facet of you, you are BEING the God or Goddess alchemist. You are changing the frequency--fear to love. You hold that little one until you feel the warmth spread. Your body will tell you when you reach forth with love and compassion, you change the frequency and there you are centered in your power, in the Now moment, ready to make your next outrageous creative choice!
Can it be more simple than that, I don't think so. It is not to DO anything but to BE all that you can possible be in any Now. Then there is no thought of escape.
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