The season isn't halfway finished, but I feel like I am entering the all-star break and my team is below .500. It's February 6th. There are 4 world cups, one team race, US Grand Prix, an invite only SBX in Finland and maybe USASA Nats left if I want to sandbag and take a stab at 3 grand.
My results have been all over the board. 6th, 4th, 42nd, 34th, 20th.
Mentally, I am stronger than ever. Physically, I can push more weight harder and faster than ever before. Aside from a stomach problem and being about 10lbs underweight, I am fit.
The toughest thing about recovering from my Achilles tear is getting the instincts back. It is a little disheartening listening to people who think they may know better... saying things like "just don't be scared" or "your mental game is off".
To be real, that isn't the case. I get in the gate and think I am going to qualify with a low bib number and then I think I am going to win every heat I race. Results haven't been showing that, but I want to let every who is worrying about my riding to know they should just relax and my result will pop. I just need to connect some dots and execute and the results follow. Nothing is out of my skill set... except finishing out of the top 10!
My coaches know what is up, and so do the riders closest to me. I had to learn how to walk again properly. Snowboarding down a race course isn't as second nature as it used to be. But it is coming along... not as quickly as I would like. I need to dig into my bag of tricks and make everything instinctual again. Pointing it down a hill takes more finesse and wit than balls if you ask me.
Edge too hard, one won't qualify. Miss a transition, one would fall from 1st to 4th. Slide a turn? Well at this level, may as well take up waxing snowboards because you need to know how to burn every turn.
My current World Cup Ranking is 15th. My next World Cup is the 17th of this month in Russia. Look for that number to drop 10 digits or so.
I'm off to the wax room to bake some Tribloc into my race boards.
Cheever