Constellation Story
Money Dies Young
Intention: I want to feel abundance in all areas of my life. I want enough money to live without fear and to provide a rich wonderful life for my family.
Setup: Client and Money
Only money goes in.
Money: Shakes and shivers run up the spine and release. Focuses on a spot three feet away. Trying to figure something out. As money looks at the spot, lots of energy releases in the spine. Layer after layer clears and then it is no longer "trying" to figure anything out but just taking it all in and suddenly feels very sad as a huge wave of grief comes up out of my belly and explodes into sobs followed by a big sigh-looks out, feeling clear. Smiling and happy looking all around at the trees, flowers, wind and sun--reveling in all of it.
Client: Comes in on top of Money but at a right angle. Looking at a spot way across the room (far past?). Energy moves. Fear and anxiety come and go. Anger too. Over and over, layer by layer while breathing deep huge breaths in and out, bigger and bigger inhales and exhales all pointed at the spot across the room. Then the gaze changes and is looking at the room and everything in it. As the eyes sweep the room, they focus on every single item, seeing more and more of them with each sweep. Compared to the view out the window, the items all appear dull and uninteresting. Then eyes close, the body bends in half and begins to rock and roll in a spiral over and over. It feels like a washing machine on the agitation cycle. Finally the body stops moving and now even bigger breaths take over. When they end the client feels quiet and clear and turns and looks at money and gets very tired and shuts down. (This whole process is 45 minutes long just to give you an idea of how much was getting cleared.)
Money: Turns and looks at Client and feels tender concern.
Client: Feels money's tender gaze and begins to process something with more breathing and rocking. Then client open her eyes, looks out the window and begins to hum (amazingly well) the first verse and chorus of "I saw Mommy kissing Santa Clause." The client suddenly stops singing, looks at money and cries out, "Daddy!" Bursts into tears and wails with grief. Shuts down with the thought that "I can't have money without daddy."
Money: Chills release all over body--delicious! Continues for several minutes and then money looks at Client and smiles benevolently and says, "Yes you can! You can have all the money you want without Daddy. Daddy's abundance flows through your veins with his DNA and his love and his blessing. The more money you have, the more of your father's love you will feel. Go for it!"
Client: More deep breathing and rocking--deep processing. Looks out the window at nature and notices the natural abundance of it. So many trees, so many leaves, so many flowers--all so effortlessly thriving on a little dirt, water and sun. Begins to take in the idea that abundance is her birthright. Her's for the taking. Feels more and more exhilarated! Looks at Money with such love, laughs out loud.
Money: Turns and looks out at all the abundance of nature and closes down.
Client: Looks out as if through Money's eyes and it all looks dull now--lifeless. She slowly shrinks within herself and closes down too.
Money: Processes something and then turns and looks at Client and feels hopeless and forlorn. Shuts down and feels dead.
Client: Looks at money with suspicion. Looks out and then up at a crystal chandelier. One crystal is bright and clear and the other is dull. A thought comes through, "All that glitters is not gold." Lots of processing goes on in the body, all centered at the heart level of the spine. Lots of moaning and groaning as the releases happen. A thought about her father's abundance getting snagged on her mother's scarcity. As all this releases, she looks out and the brilliance of nature comes back as she notices an older tree off in the distance that looks dull compared to the tree close by. She honors the older tree with a reverent bow that further releases the sense of dullness and then smiles brightly at the younger tree close by.
Money: Goes through all the same changes as Client but much more quickly and then looks back and forth from the old tree to the younger tree and with each pass feels lighter and lighter until its focus is entirely on the younger tree. (Like it has processed something from the past.) Money is grinning widely and turns to look back at Client.
Client: Looks at money and squeals with delight. "NOT my Mother's money, NOT my father's money. MY MONEY!!!!"
Money: Big sigh, very happy, very present. "YES! YOUR MONEY! Now, what do you want your money to do?"
Client: Laughs and says clearly, "I want you to multiply and make more of yourself. A lot more!"
Money: Turns eagerly around and looks out into the future ready to march to a new tune.
Client: Looks where money is looking, both near and far, breathes a huge sigh and smiles with contentment.
The End
This client's lineage contained several generations of fathers who had died young leaving their families impoverished. Money was entangled in these tragic losses of fathers and livelihood.