I pray that you and yours are well and that you're settling into some kind of routine for the fall. It's often such a busy time, with so many demands, that finding a routine and a sense of peace about life is just beyond our reach. It makes a lot of us anxious and robs of us of the sense of grace and goodness that God intends for all of our lives.
I have noticed a higher level of anxiety at St. David's this fall. We're thankful that the construction is over, but the buildings are different and we're not always sure where we are. As a staff, we're getting used to new surroundings as well. I find myself missing the office I was blessed to use for over sixteen years. I have to get comfortable with a different desk, counseling in new chairs, and saying my prayers and writing sermons on the second floor. The Fair was fantastic, but the weather presented huge challenges. I'm hearing sharp words come out of the mouths of some of the nicest people I know. I am feeling an unmistakable sense of worry about ministries getting started slowly, individuals finding some ministry that they can join, or just finding a welcoming face for a casual conversation. I can't put my finger on the source, or sources, of the anxiety being expressed here or in your life, but I assure you that we don't have to live with anxiety and worry and fear.
A few years ago, our theme was Fearless. Among the many things we learned, was that the command to "be not afraid, fear not, don't worry, don't let your hearts be troubled" is the most common command in the Bible. God knows that we can become afraid and anxious, and that when we are, we are not our best selves. He knows that we struggle in this life, but we are never alone because He is with us always.
So take a breath. Count your blessings. Invite God to still your heart and fill you with that peace that passes understanding. "Be anxious for nothing," as St. Paul writes, "but with thanksgiving and prayer let your requests be known to God". God will provide for your life, and for our life together as St. David's Church, when we give thanks, say our prayers and allow God to help us be our best selves.
Peace to you. Deep Peace.