Terry Hershey
Going Home
November 12, 2012

Love makes your soul crawl out from its hiding place.  Zora Hurston  

 

The ache for home lives in all of us, the safe place where we can go as we are and not be questioned.  Maya Angelou 

I have lost something.  I'm not exactly sure what, but I know I didn't always feel this. . .sedated.  But you know what?  It's never too late to get it back.  "American Beauty"


Those discarded still have a compass; somehow the fact that there is no home doesn't decrease the longing.  Jim Harrison

  

Do you know the story about the dog negotiating traffic, eluding Washington State Police, and crossing a bridge?  (Yes, it sounds like a Far Side Cartoon.)  But this was not just any bridge.

 

Zeb, an Australian shepherd, crossed the "520 Bridge," spanning Lake Washington.  (For those keeping notes, the "520," the Evergreen Point Floating Bridge, is the longest floating bridge on earth, almost one and one-half miles in length.)

 

And what was Zeb doing on the bridge?  He was just trying to find his way home.

 

His owners had gone on vacation, and left him with friends (in "Eastlake," maybe a half mile or so from their Madrona neighborhood, near Seattle).  Homesick, Zeb set out, ending up on a major Seattle freeway. Notices on social networking sites reported him crossing the 520 Bridge, weaving across the eastbound and westbound lanes.  Drivers drove defensively on Zeb's behalf, slowing down to help the wayward pooch.

 

Owner Megan Ferestien told the Seattle Times, "He sort of vaguely knows the area and I think somehow he just made some bad decisions and ended up in the wrong place. Luckily, he had so many guardian angels on 520 who were helping him across. People, who were in rush hour traffic, were slowing down to keep him safe, which was just really, well, extraordinary."  She added, "He should have taken the Arboretum exit, but he missed it."

 

From all the social network chatter, the search area was narrowed and Zeb was found, two days later, hiding in Hunt's Point (on the opposite side of the lake from where he lived).  Zeb heard his owner talking on a cell phone, came out of his hiding spot and did lots of tail wagging, and crying, and rolling on his back to have his belly rubbed.

 

I'm glad Zeb made it home.  His caper-filled journey captured our attention, and tugged at something in our hearts.  I'm more stirred by the fact that he had the pluck and courage and hopefulness to set out in the first place... having no idea whatsoever of the outcome.  It was as simple as this: something in Zeb told him he needed to go home.

 

I resonate because I know we live in a world where it's easy to lose our way or to be stuck or derailed or to feel trapped or "not at home" or unbalanced... or just plain lost.  And we want someone to show us the way.  Or give us the answers.  Or at least the GPS coordinates.

 

There's another pet story from several years ago that comes to mind.  A magazine ad sponsored by the Humane Society, looking for homes for homeless pets.  A photo of a puppy and kitten--looking up at you from the page--catches your eye and your heart.  But it's the affirmation on the top of the ad that sticks, "It's who owns them that makes them important."

 

In this culture of consumption, many things can own us.  The list is long.  But here is what is important to us today: we do not set out--on any journey--in order to acquire this identity. 

Or this meaning. 

Or this home. 

 

Here's the deal: Love (or worth, or value, or esteem, or meaning) is not something you produce or achieve or acquire. 

It is not something that you even have. 

Love is something that has you. 

You do not have the wind, the stars, and the rain.  You don't possess these things; you surrender to them.  And maybe, that surrender begins with an unforeseen journey across a long bridge.

 

I do know this--we cannot make this journey as long as we cling.  If we cannot let go (of our need for certainty or answers), we cannot find our way back.  Although, to be honest, I can see why the need to produce--or achieve, or impress, or acquire--appeals to us.  We feel some sense of control.  However, when it all gets muddled with faith, we have an odd concoction where the goal is clear; we wish to be rid of all doubt.

 

Here's the problem; the opposite of faith is not doubt, but certainty.

 

That sounds like Zeb's story to me.  Or, in the words of Henri Nouwen...

 

It means a gradual process of coming home to where we belong and listening there to the voice which desires our attention.  Home is the place where that first love dwells and speaks gently to us.

 

I just spent a weekend with a group in Tampa at the Franciscan Center on the Hillsborough River.  We laughed, told stories, watched movies, cried and cogitated about passion, purpose, heart and grace. We talked about the light within each of us--"this little light of mine"--and how easy it is to hide this light under a bushel, and how when we do, the miracle gets flipped on its head: passion becomes fear, purpose becomes victimization, heart becomes a litany of "shoulds," and grace gives way to shame.  Even so, GPS or no, there is something inside of us, just like Zeb, that wants to go back home.
To help on the journey, we left the retreat with these questions:
What do I fear?
If I give up being afraid, where will it take me? (Am I willing to go there?)
Am I responsible "for" the people in my life, or "to" the people in my life?
Do I want, or choose, to be here... now? In this place?
If I am in a place where my choice is limited, is it still possible to bring my whole heart?
Is my identity defined by my fault-lines and blunders, or is grace bigger, and do I let the light shine through?
I landed tonight in DC, a warm late autumn day, still color on the trees and I watched the sunset, dusk giving the leaves the color of hope.  It is enough to delight my heart and give me the courage to continue, or maybe even re-start my own journey. 

 

Be still:

There is no longer any need of comment.

It was a lucky wind

That blew away his halo with his cares,

A lucky sea that drowned his reputation.

Thomas Merton

    

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Poems and Prayers          
 
In the period of preparation for loving God, the soul loves in emptiness.

It does not know whether anything real answers its love.

  It may believe that it knows, but to believe is not to know.

Such a belief does not help.

The soul knows for certain only that it is hungry.

The important thing is that it announces its hunger by crying.

A child does not stop crying if we suggest to it  

that perhaps there is no such thing as bread.

  It goes on crying just the same.

The danger is not lest the soul should doubt whether there is bread,  

but lest, by a lie, it should persuade itself that it is not hungry.

It can only persuade itself of this by lying, for the reality of its hunger is not a belief,  it is a certainty.   Simone Weil

   

I have great faith in all things not yet spoken.

I want to free what waits within me

so that what no one yet has dared to wish for

may for once spring clear

without my contriving.

 

If this is arrogant, God, may I be forgiven,

but what I need to say is this:

may what I do flow from me like a river,

without anger, without timidness,

no forcing and no holding back.

 

Then in these swelling and ebbing currents,

these deepening tides moving out, returning,

I will sing You as no one ever has,

streaming through widening channels

into the open sea.

Ranier Maria Rilke

 

May the deep blessings of earth be with us.
May the fathomless soundings of seas surge in our soul.
May boundless stretches of the universe echo in our depths
to open us to wonder
to strengthen us for love
to humble us with gratitude
that we may find ourselves in one another
that we may lose ourselves in gladness
that we give ourselves to peace.

J Philip Newell "Praying with the Earth" 
Be Inspired

 

Beauty in You  -- Karen Drucker  

 

Beth Nielsen Chapman -- How We Love 

 

Bruce Springsteen - This little light of mine

 

Favorites from Last Week:    

The Parable of the Stone Cutter -- Terry Hershey

Inspirational photos -- Sarah McLaughlin, Ordinary Miracle

Sending Me Angels, Delbert McClinton     

What Matter's Most -- Kenny Rankin

Rod McKuen - Love's been good to me  

Colin Hay - Waiting for my real life to begin

Carrie Newcomer -- Bare to the Bone  

Prayer of St. Francis --Sarah MacLachlan

Pete Seeger -- Forever Young 

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