I could write forever about what this last month has meant to me. So many wonderful things happening all at one time - In moments the love was so big it spilled over and I felt lost in a sea of its beauty.
In these past few months I was as helpless and vulnerable as I have ever been. Nine and a half months pregnant - then Otto, my new son, born in the hospital by C-section. I had to open my heart and let people do all the things I felt I was "supposed" to do. I had to let go and surrender - I had no choice. In what seemed to be my most low moment, I cannot express the amount of love that came my way. What surprised me and equally astonishing was the sheer joy people had in giving, it was palpable... continue reading
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