I have just recently returned from a sabbatical experience, a gift of time, rest, and renewal--a blessing to me, my family, and our church's ministry! During one of the retreats I attended, we spent time with one of our American Baptist mystics, Howard Thurman, who reminds us "how good it is to center down!" This month as we move through the begin the journey of Lent, I share Thurman's words with you and invite you to stop and listen to his wisdom...as you seek God's way for your life and community, as you expand your spirit in ways of generosity, and as you bring the "peace of the Eternal" in your step each and everyday.
How good it is to center down!
To sit quietly and see one's self pass by!
The streets of our minds seethe with endless traffic;
Our spirits resound with closings, with noisy silences,
While something deep within hungers and thirsts
for the still moment and the resting full.
With full intensity we seek, ere the quiet passes,
a fresh sense of order in our living;
A direction, a strong pure purpose
that will structure our confusion
and bring meaning in our chaos.
We look at ourselves in this waiting moment--
the kinds of people we are.
The questions persist: what are we doing with our lives?
What are the motives that order our day?
What is the end in our doings?
Where are we trying to go?
Where do we put emphasis and where are our values focused?
For what end do we make our sacrifices?
Where is my treasure and what do I love most in life?
What do I hate most in life and to what am I true?
Over and over the questions beat in the waiting moment.
As we listen, floating up through all the jangling echoes of our turbulence, there is a sound of another kind--
A deeper note which only the stillness of the heart makes clear.
It moves directly to the core of our being.
Our questions answered,
Our spirits refreshed,
and we move back into the traffic of our daily round
With the peace of the Eternal in our step.
How good it is to center down!
~Howard Thurman,
Meditations of the Heart
~Rev. Stacy Emerson
Stewardship Facilitator, Mission Resource Development
American Baptist Churches USA