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Full Circle Home. . .

Hello my friends.
 
Yes, it has been a while. I have been overcoming the
'champagne problem' of outgrowing my email program because it couldn't house all the people who have joined us on our shared journey. If you are reading this it means I figured it all out, I'm back in the driver's seat, and ready to hit the road.


When I last left you we were in beautiful Boulder, Colorado
with my colorful friends.

In this email I want to show you one more extraordinary event
that happened on my way to Boulder and complete the circle back to California
through the remarkable American West.

As I crossed the Wyoming border
the last rays of sunlight were creating long shadows across the open prairie.

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I got off the highway and headed down a dirt road
toward a wind farm in hopes of finding a picture in the last light of day.
The sun had set as I set up my tripod for the first shot of the scene. The clouds were still above the curvature of the rotating earth.

Soon, they too, could no longer see the sun.

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With my camera on the tripod, I made four different shots using the same exposure.
With each exposure I increased the amount of time the shutter
 was open and made the opening of the aperture smaller.

The same amount of light was hitting the light sensitive sensor.
Everything stationary in the scene stayed the same.  Every time I slowed down the shutter,
the blades of the turbines had more time to speed across the sensor.  With each shot, the image of these massive sculptures became more resplendent.

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I stayed well into the night witnessing this wonder.
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 After stopping in Boulder to see friends, I drove to Evergreen to see my sister Eileen.
I stopped at the Genesee exit on I-70 to take a long look at The Front Range.
This was the same exit that I would take to go to my parents' house on Lookout Mountain
and the place I lived for the last six months of my father's life.
 
I walked to the middle of the overpass and recalled that this was also the place
where a local TV crew interviewed me during a snowstorm in the dark.
They were there reporting on the storm for the 10:00 news.

The reporter thought it would make an interesting "color piece" to go with the severe storm story.
After getting me "miked up" he asked, "What in the world are you doing out here?"

I looked in the camera and said, 'The only real trick to get a good picture
is to take a picture in a way that hasn't been seen before.
Sometimes that means just getting a different point of view.
You get above or below the subject to get a different angle. 
Sometimes it means just taking a picture when nobody else would bother to stop to get the shot.'
The reporter said, "That's great. That's all we need."
Then he stepped in front of the camera and said,
"This certainly qualifies as one of those times."

I forgot to mention that sometimes all you have to do is push the button
when the world looks as pretty as a postcard.

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By this time in the trip I had already been on the road for more than a week
and welcomed a little rest and relaxation.

Eileen's is always the place I call home when I visit Colorado.
She and her husband Jake, who I think of as a brother, always greet me with open arms.
I love waking up in "my" room and looking out the window
 at our deer neighbors.


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"The kids," Ellie and Hoss, also add to the homey feeling.
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 After a week with family and friends it was time to hit the road home.
I left at night under a full moon. The first picture was taken on Hwy 93 leaving Boulder.
I waited until the moon entered the clouds and for a car that was coming toward me to pass
so that the moon wouldn't burn out and there would only be tail lights creating the red streaks during the 30 second exposure.
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A couple of hundred miles down the road I stopped to say "Hi!"
to the moon
and the Colorado River.

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I reached Green River, Utah
before the sun or the truckers had risen
for their respective journeys across the landscape.

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 Under an abandoned gas station sign
I had an epiphany about the nature of the universe:
It is the darkness that shows us the light of the stars.

And, what is a star but simply a massive amount
of dark matter gathered together so closely
that it explodes into light.
 
It is only a view found in time that distinguishes one form of energy from another.
 


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I used to love waking up in Green River, rolling out of bed
and seeing the beautiful girl I'd always visit when I came through town.
She always looked especially good bathed
in the soft warm morning light.

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About a year ago I went by her place and found her gone.
I asked the owner of the motel where she went and he told me
that because they no longer had a pool he sent her off to get made up in a Western outfit.
I looked forward to seeing her in her new getup.

I know I am personalizing an object
and I know it sounds funny, but when I stopped to see her
I was shocked. It wasn't her.
The face that I had known, loved, photographed, and fantasized about for years,
 was replaced by someone who I had never met.
It felt awkward. This new one just didn't speak to me.

I recalled Buddha's last words, 
"All compound things decay.  Strive on with diligence."

I let go of my compounded thoughts and got back on the highway.

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The motel got its name, "Robber's Roost," because of the name given to the complex maze
of canyons that was the hiding place for the likes of Butch Cassidy,
The Sundance Kid and the rest of the outlaw gang known as The Wild Bunch.
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I wondered if the scenic overlook sign planners overlooked the irony
of these two signs appearing together.

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I got off the highway to get a closer look at the dynamic Western landscape.

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When I stopped at a truck-stop outside Salt Lake City I noticed a blue and white semi-truck surrounded by a flock of sea gulls under a blue and white sky.

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After taking a picture, I met the benefactor of the birds, Harjit.
He breaks bread with his feathered friends each time he passes through.

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  By the time I reached Battle Mountain, Nevada, low clouds were billowing above me.

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On ground level the air was perfectly still.

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For the next three hours the air stayed still
while the clouds rolled over the hillsides
and splashes of sunlight raced across the open desert.

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As it got dark it began to rain.
I drove to Lovelock, Nevada and cashed in for the day.
I got up while it was still dark and found my way home
after being gone for one glorious month.

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 Thanks for joining me on this most memorable adventure.
I appreciate your company and think of you often when I stop to take a picture.
 
The book I am creating is really coming along.
All the pictures are picked and the words are almost written.
 
It is rather like driving down the open road.
 I just move from page to page and let the picture in front of me form words in my head.
 
Having you with me helps me see how I see.



 If you missed any of the 4 emails from this trip,
 you can find them and all previous photo-essays at:http://pizap.com/jerrydowns/.

I'll leave you with a bit of love left by one of our fellow travelers.


018-bye

Jerry
 
Jerry Downs Photography
P.O. Box 1082
Larkspur, CA 94977
415-686-2369

website: http://www.jerrydownsphoto.com


Life is a book and he who never travels reads only a page.
~ Thomas Aquinas