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"Missionary Motivations"
When Pursuits
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So, why do Christians choose to "go" to the nations as missionaries? Before answering that question, we need to consider the pressures inherent in the missionary call to appreciate their underlying motivations. Fasten your seat belts as you take a whirlwind tour into the strange life of "being" a missionary. Pressures: the same Greek word for "trials, things that weigh you down". Hmmm, interesting, isn't it? You are now Missionary Family X embarking on your first term of foreign missionary service. What pressures are you likely to face?
"FUNdraising" First and most often discussed is the emotionally battering experience of deputational support raising (i.e. raising support from many churches, rather than having one "sending" church). Support raising has the potential to deter the called, effectively keeping some from ever pursuing missions work as a career. But you have chosen to face the enormous task of raising funds to conduct overseas missionary ministry. You will drive so many miles across this great land that the view of asphalt as seen from the windshield of your car will be indelibly engraved upon your mind. Scenes of rushing to the next missions service invade your dreams and cause you to wake up in a cold sweat. Then, imagine the scrutiny you will feel as you stand before a constantly revolving sea of faces. All eyes are on you now, as you enter hundreds of churches. Congregations will concern themselves with assessing your conduct, analyzing your convictions, determining the likability of your persona, critiquing your missions presentation, and contemplating the message you preached. Oh, and did I mention, you need to pack all of this into a one hour time frame, make it interesting, if not captivating, issue forth a challenge, and bring it to one final crescendo-the altar service. Are you enjoying this adventure yet? Don't begin to ask yourself just yet why you would persist with this painful process we call itineration.
Family Or, what about the strain missionary work places on your family? Imagine creating a bustling itinerary for fundraising, while at the same time styling it as a "grand homeschool outing" for your children. Schooling now takes on the sometimes comical, sometimes frustrating locations of the back car seat, the local hotel room, or an evangelist's quarters. The pressure is on to find the time necessary to complete the required school work while at the same time conducting on average of four to six missions services per week. Envision in your mind sleeping in a different place continually, ever moving on in search of the desired goal of becoming fully funded. Meals are had on the run. McDonald's, Burger King, etc. become the bane of proper nutrition. If you eat another fast food meal, you're afraid you will heave. Visualize your children thinking they have hundreds of aunts and uncles scattered around the country (since we call all believers by "brother" and "sister"), and trying to figure out to which ones they are related by blood. Watch them make fast friends with children and youth in a matter of hours only to say their goodbyes, wondering if they'll ever meet again. As they look up in your eyes, they whisper these words, "Daddy and Mommy, wouldn't it be nice to live here so we could see our friends every day?" as you tuck them into a provisional bed in Somewhere, USA.
Field Ministry Finally, ponder the pressure of performing. Even after the headaches of fund raising, the social scrutiny of family and friends, moving to a foreign land and becoming a fair-skinned phenomenon among a multitude of wondering eyes, you are still left with the overwhelming task of having something to write home about. After all, this is not an extended vacation (and who would choose your destination for a vacation anyway?). Yes, I know. Missionaries are special people endowed by God with awesome abilities, superhuman strength, iron-clad resolve. You will never feel pressured to perform, will you?
But remember, the clock is ticking, and you have a newsletter to write, and not just write. You will function as graphic designer, logistical coordinator, mailing label preparer, and much more. There are eighty letters received by supporters that need your handwritten response.
You have a lengthy evangelistic tour that is scheduled during which you will be far from any means of communication: no cell phone, no email, and no post office (not to mention no hospital or clinic). You have counseling of nationals that can't seem to wait. Above all, there are mouths to feed (your children's and yours) and now you wish there was a fast food restaurant somewhere in sight.
Oh, and by the way, you really need to maintain a daily, normal routine for your family, spending time forging bonds and ministering to their physical, emotional and spiritual needs. Suddenly "normal" sounds like an alien word.
And finally, listed last, but really first, you must maintain a solid devotional life. You realize your absolute ineptness at this task of church-planter. Your heart cries out to God with deep longings for spiritual revival in this remote region of the world. Sometimes you feel more like a professional juggler than a foreign missionary. Your difficulty in fulfilling your call as foreign missionary is compounded by the diverse duties for which you are responsible. Your pressures are legion.
The above pressures do not speak to the cultural struggles, communication difficulties, and health concerns you will face once you arrive on the foreign field. You will perfect the art (or learn to grin and bear it) of maintaining your sanity while weaving through foreign legal systems, thundering down substandard roads at 40 Km/hr (about 25 miles an hour), and so on. Why do any of this at all?
Far from feeling sorry for yourself, this is the career you have chosen. Why jump through every hurdle, defy and conquer every obstacle to be numbered among that saintly assortment of characters called foreign missionaries? Simply stated, you have encountered motivations that pale in comparison with the challenges discussed above. What could be so marvelous, so radical, that persistent pressures do not deter you? Motivation #1: God's Vision For one, you like Moses, have heard. You have heard a voice so imploring and majestic that the remembrance of those words blaze in your bosom.
You have seen. The sight you've seen is not of a burning bush; it is the glorious vision of God-what He would like to accomplish in this world. And, He has chosen you to do it.
You have felt. In seasons of prayer innumerable, you have detected, at first faintly, but now overwhelmingly clear, the wooing of the Spirit as He calls His Bride. As God told Moses, "I have seen...And I am come down...Now therefore behold...I will send thee." The Great I AM, has told little you that He WILL; He will reach these people THROUGH YOU!
In the light of that vision, the warmth of His love for the peoples of the world makes your struggles seem so small, so insignificant. Your sacrifices are counted as next to nothing for the honor of being His ambassador of hope. Motivation #2: God's Heart
He who is altogether lovely has opened His heart for you to sense how He feels for the people among whom you minister. You feel as if your heart will burst for those upon whom He has set His love.
They are more than just people; they are His people. His affection for them propels you forward, and you emulate that love, even if it costs you personally to do so.
As Christ suffered to bring redemption, you too are willing to suffer. These words have become reality for you: "As it is written, for thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter" (Romans 8:36).
This self-sacrificing love, born of God in your heart, causes you to continue in ministry. You can't bear the thought of these "priceless" treasures entering into a "Christ-less" eternity. For this end, the salvation of their souls, you willingly plod on. Motivation #3: God's Trust You tell yourself, in the good and the bad, "He has counted me worthy and called me to this place. Moreover, He promised me He will never leave me, nor forsake me."
Sure, you feel unworthy like most others. You don't see the qualities in yourself necessary to achieve the end of your goals. You know you are utterly dependent upon Him if anything is to be accomplished at all; but, rather than creating despondency in you, this need of God gives rise to a security.
You can trust Him. But conversely, you want Him to be able to trust you to be faithful to the end. This exchange of trust produces inner resolve. You will not fail your king!
Yours is the spirit of Eleazar, one of King David's mighty men, who earned the title of a faithful and loyal soldier. When the rest of the army fled before the Philistines, leaving King David in peril of death or capture, Eleazar stood by his king and defended him.
This loyalty produced "a great victory," all because one man would not give in to fear or unworthiness, or a host of other debilitating emotions. He would not loose his hold on loyalty even as his hand clave to his sword. He chose to stay the course, as you too choose for the honor of a higher king, the King of Kings! Motivation #4: God's Glory You have determined that the greatest pursuit in life is to labor for the Lord. Yes, you know that all believers are not called to be missionaries, nor called to full time ministry, but you count it a great privilege.
And as for your prayer partners and financial supporters, you know that they too see that "only what's done for Christ will last." They share in the reward. Houses and lands will perish along with all earth's horded resources. The most important things to you, as they are to God, are the souls of humanity.
The honor of our Commander and Savior is at stake. As the heroic Moravian missionaries declared so many years ago when setting sail for far off places to proclaim Christ, "Let the Lamb receive the reward of His sufferings!" this is your anthem and longing. Therefore, you will gladly spend and be spent for this greatest cause of all: the missionary enterprise. As the Apostle Paul declared, "so now also Christ shall be magnified in my body, whether it be by life, or by death."
You abandon self-preservation. You discard as worthless the pursuit of vain glory. To see Him bask in the joy of being reconciled with His creation and hear not just angels, but men of all nations, sing a song to glorify Him becomes your principal objective. Motivation #5: God's Comfort From time to time you'll ask yourself regarding missionary service and all of its sacrifice, "Is it worth it?" Yet one day, you will ask this question no more.
One day you will be ushered to the throne of God. There before the King of Kings, you, as the Bridegroom's friend, will be called upon to present your work of what sort it is. Imagine bringing before Him every convert you ever won, every Christian you were entrusted to disciple. Can you envision the halls of Heaven erupting with cheers as each precious soul passes before the Lord?
Oh, and could it be, that as the chorus of celebration begins to ebb, all eyes fix upon you. Even the Master's eyes behold you.
Trace in His beloved features the satisfaction you have given Him. See the smile break forth upon His face and hear the voice as the sound of many waters, as it speaks your name. Heaven is silent as He declares with finality, "Well done, thou good and faithful servant: thou hast been faithful over a few things...enter thou into the joy of thy lord." And so, every day as you awake, you continue on, struggling with your limitations, yet strengthened in hope. The Lord has granted great and precious promises to you, and filled you with marvelous motivations to keep your eyes on the prize. What the Master sees in you, you may never know this side of Heaven, but you fervently labor, awaiting a day not too far in the future when all your labors shall cease and you will spend eternity in His presence.
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