INDEPENDENCE
For those of us who live in the U.S. or are U.S.
citizens living abroad, the "unofficial" start of July is Independence Day on
July 4th. And on that day, we can't help but be reminded
of "freedom."
First and foremost, I want to take
this opportunity to honor our forefathers by thanking them for not giving up
hope as they struggled for the independence of our great nation. They had to
overcome tremendous obstacles during the War of Independence, but their faith
in God and their commitment to what they were fighting for helped overcome Great Britain, the
most powerful nation in the world at that time. Their vision and faith in what we, as a
nation, stand for is what keeps me and, I believe, all of us, moving forward, even when we are confronted by the
obstacles of war and natural disasters. As the saying goes: "Keep the
Faith!" When I was much younger, July was vacation time. It was a time of freedom from schoolwork and
any responsibilities. As a kid, I spent the
summer months at Rockaway Beach in Queens New York. Now when I look back, I can see it was the
time of my life. We didn't need to get
up at a certain time, but somehow we rose at the crack of dawn anyway. We didn't want a single moment of the day to
slip away. We wanted to cram every single
ounce of fun into that day. Running
around barefoot...learning to body surf in the ocean...finding new friends. It was a whole different way of entertaining
ourselves, compared to our how we spent our time in the inner city.
There was stickball, handball, surfing, swimming
and, especially, harassing our older brothers while they were trying to be cool
and flirt with the girls they liked. (Of
course, at the same time, we were also discovering girls.) At lunch time, when all of our families were
at the beach, my gang of friends each took turns raiding each other's
refrigerators. Most of the fun was in sneaking
around. There were times we were busted
while in the act of helping ourselves and our parents would just say, "Make
sure you put everything away when you're finished." On rainy days, we would spend entire days playing
cards and board games like Monopoly®.
It felt like
we didn't have to answer to anyone. Now strictly
speaking, obviously we had to listen to our parents, but somehow it seemed that
they gave us a lot of slack during those magical summers. It was
a time freedom, fun and independence.
Then something strange happened. As I grew older, the length of those summers
of independence grew smaller and smaller. I eventually had to work during the summer
months and then go back to school in September. And eventually I had to work all year round.
I took a different route than most people. Instead of college, I embarked on a religious
path and lived a secluded life in an ashram for several years. Although I didn't know it at the time, this
was the most important time in my life. I
left the ashram after a few years and, like most of us, I married, had children
and was a dedicated husband and employee for some time. I became sidetracked for a while by my disease
of addiction but, when I sobered up, I got right back on track with the
responsibilities of my life.
If not for my time in the ashram and all that I
began to learn there about freedom and Self Realization, I would think my life
to be one of dependence.
From the outside, it would seem that we are stuck. We have to work every day to put our children
through school, pay our bills, and sustain ourselves. If we lost our job, what would we do?
I can see how one might become engulfed in fear and
overwhelmed by life. Life can easily
suck you into becoming entangled and overcome by jobs, people and things. You want the best for your family and if you
work harder, you get noticed, you receive promotions and pay raises and you are
given more and weightier responsibilities. As you receive more income and spend less time
at home because of you new responsibilities, you might try to compensate by
giving more things to the family to
make up for the smaller amount of time you are able to spend with them at home.
For example, you might just want to
treat yourself and your family a bigger home, a second car, an extravagant
vacation, etc.
But as we all know, the more toys and wonderful
things we buy, the more debt we sink into, and the more dependent we become to
our jobs and our income.
It doesn't take very long to lose sight of the
simple things in life that made us happy and fulfilled us.
There is nothing at all wrong with becoming successful;
of wanting to provide a life for our family that is better than we experienced
as we grew up. But it is important for
us to remember that happiness is an inside
job. All the shiny bells and whistles
that are on the outside are nice, but you will not maintain happiness with
them.
It's wonderful to be able to give our children nice
things and provide a higher education for them, and to give our spouses nice
gifts. But the real gift and education
comes from teaching them what makes us happy inside.
What makes us happy inside is when we can always
have an open heart. That is true FREEDOM
and INDEPENDENCE. In the midst of bliss
and calamity, to have an open heart is to taste eternal happiness and
independence.
So join me over the next couple of weeks at the Ah-Man Blog, where I will talk about how
to start to find freedom and independence from work, debt, resentments and
fears. I also encourage you to let me
know how you have been able to find freedom in your lives.
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