I wish for a moment
Just for normal...
When my highlight doesn't go out
Or Jack ____ doesn't almost hit me
Making a u-turn on Hospital Drive
And I have the green light
Or someone is trying to give me
Unwanted or needed advice
When they, themselves, are worse than I....
I wish for a moment
Just for normal...
When I feel like I am always
Always fighting myself
Over things that are easy to solve
If only I let go
And let my quiet voice scream
Instead of being the offense and the defense...
I wish for a moment
Just for normal...
When people talk about family get-togethers
That I could enjoy what they say or did/will do
But instead I feel so alone
A family of one with my own cat against me
I want to cry in a dark corner
Hoping no one sees me
Falling into nothingness...
I wish for a moment
Just for normal...
It is a wish I will never have
As normal has no real definition or standard
What is normal for me?
What is normal for you?
We all have things in common
So I hope that is the normal I speak of
But if not I will be happy
Being completely abnormal...
I wish for a moment---
Then the moment passes...
by Erine Sedicum
7/27/12 1:06pm