I do not believe prayer always fixes everything. No, I definitely do not believe that.
What I do believe is that thought is vibration and since everything in existence is vibrating, it seems to make sense that thought can have an impact (science can back me up here but, again, you'll have to do your own research on that today because have I mentioned that I'm tired?). The kind of meditation I do is mostly chanting ancient sounds that are considered healing frequencies.
Now let's say for the sake of argument that prayer and meditation do not "work." That this is all a bunch of bullshit and all my concentrated effort will have absolutely zero effect on the positive or negative outcome of Sat Siri's health. Okay. Sure, that is most definitely a possibility. But there is one effect that can not be refuted: my time spent engaging in prayer and meditation for her is time not spent panicking, raging or despairing. If absolutely nothing else, it gives me something to do.
I'm a thousand miles away from where she is being treated and I have no medical training -- that leaves me with few options and a tremendous amount of nervous energy. Not a good recipe. Although my mind has been tempted to run away with itself into worst-case scenarios, by meditating I'm able to bring it back to a calmer, more balanced state. That balance doesn't last for long, though, which is why I sit down and do it some more. It keeps me out of trouble and that's good enough for me -- and why I recommend it to my students. As Søren Kierkegaard said, "Prayer does not change God, but it changes him who prays."
Note: While I was finishing this edition of Yoga Bits I learned that Sat Siri made it through surgery successfully! The prayer and meditation continues to help her deal with the aftermath of surgery, including tremendous pain and fever. Please visit the Healing Circle for Sat Siri Kaur blog if you are interested in actively supporting her continued healing through a donation of consciousness or a financial contribution to medical expenses. Thank you.
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