The Johnson Intern Program Newsletter
April 2010
In This Issue
In the News
"My Bad"
The Fabric of Existence
Creativity, Spirituality and the Johnson Intern Program
Path
Intern Spotlight
Partner Organization Spotlight

In the News
Jimmy Squibb has been accepted into the Masters of Theology Program at Vanderbilt University for the Fall.
 
"Peacock Fall" by Ebeth Scott-Sinclair
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"My Bad"
by Ebeth Scott-Sinclair, Associate Director


Ralph Waldo Emerson said "It all begins when the soul would have its way with you."  This issue of Parakaleo began several weeks ago when I said "MY BAD."  You see, in the March issue I credited an image of a majestic little sprout to Karen Porter, photographer of the earth's treasures, JIP alumna, and muse. I asked Karen if I could use one of her images for the newsletter and she graciously agreed. I poured through her Facebook photo albums and lo! and behold! picked the ONE image she had not taken. When I read her email in which she explained the faux pas, I felt mortified and sorry and sad and well, you get the picture. And then it happened. What Emerson said.
 
Let me preface by saying that I'm a visual artist, singer, songwriter, and writer. I strive to live my life as a creative practice. Occasionally it comes easily. Other times, many times, it's a challenge. Happily, in this instance an opportunity called out. Correction and collaboration.  I wrote Karen back asking if she would be willing to pick one of her images that spoke to her and then either write something or include a writing inspired by that image. In turn, I would use what she gave me as inspiration for the April Parakaleo. Karen was more than game. Her images and writings are this month's JIP Alumna feature and elsewhere in the issue.
 
What did the collaboration inspire? This issue of Parakaleo celebrates creativity in spiritual practice. We are all creative beings, although it's not unusual for someone to claim he or she isn't creative.  The Johnson Intern Program fosters creativity in our daily lives - how we work together, how we teach, how we play, how we communicate, how we make decisions.  In Servant Leadership creativity is pivotal in shifting our perceptions and realizing the ways in which we can be agents of change.

"...the soul would have its way with you."  I nominate Ralph Waldo Emerson as an honorary JIPster.   

Alexi GuitarThe Fabric of Existence by Alexi Paraschos

To me, creativity is in many ways the fabric of existence itself. When we speak of a "Creator," however and whoever you perceive that to be, that is something that I take quite literally. While I try to bring creativity to all  that I do, I express it most passionately through my music. It is something that I love to do, create, and perform. And the process of it all so reflects, to me,  how to walk spiritually in my day-to-day life.

Writing a song, for example, while it brings me tremendous joy, the process is full of doubt, uncertainty, frustration, many of the things that get in our way every day, as we travel on our respective journeys. I'll have new musical ideas but, uncertain if they fit in the song, I'll begin getting frustrated and want to throw up my hands, feeling like it is going nowhere, feeling like I'm getting farther and farther from the "perfect" song that I want to write. But, time and time again, I have to remind myself that a quality song first, takes time to create, and to be patient. And second, how liberating it is to not get caught in the judging of ideas as right or wrong, worried about whether this one will be a hit or not, and just keep generating ideas. That is what is most important. To continue to create, not getting tied down or attached to any one idea.

This is how I attempt (yes, attempt) to live my life day to day. Not getting tied down to my schedule and what I think I need to accomplish, in order to get "more", "better", or "smarter", like we so often try. I try to stay open, accepting every experience, good or bad, as an experience, just like another creative musical idea.

(Alexi is a JIP intern, a singer, a songwriter, and performer. Visit www.myspace.com/alexisongs to hear his music.)
"Plenty" by Ebeth Scott-Sinclair
"A man should hear a little music, read a little poetry, and see a fine picture everyday of his life in order that the worldly cares may not obliterate the sense of the beautiful which God has implanted in the human soul." 
 
Johann Wolfgang van Gothe

Coming in the May Issue of PARAKALEO
 
"Dear Christy" will be sharing her perspective on food in intentional community.
LEADERSHIP AND STAFF
 
  Watson A. Bowes, Jr.
Jim Crow
Jill Edens
Ernest Kraybill
Lawrence (Larry) Logan
Katie Thompson
Leona Paschal Whichard
Marian S. "Chick" White
Andrew Dobelstein
Mary Chase
Pat McCarthy
Vincent Kopp
Marty Rogers
 Amey Victoria Adkins

Susan Gladin, Exec. Director
Ebeth Scott-Sinclair, Assoc. Director

 
 
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Creativity, Spirituality, and The Johnson Intern Program by Susan Gladin, Executive Director
What is the place of creativity in the Johnson Intern Program?  I had to think on this question.  We talk so much about spirituality and call, about vocation and leadership and community.  This isn't an art program...so where do we find creativity, and what does it have to do with us?

The root word in creativity is, of course, create. In the beginning God created....us! And what are we called to do but to create?  By coming here our interns have indicated that they want to create lives that are out of the ordinary; lives that not only serve others but that create conditions for those served to find their own creative and empowered voice.  When they succeed, in even one life, the creative process moves on.

In our program, we learn to notice whenever we or someone else says, "that's just the way it is."   We're taught that so many things "just are."  We're taught, of course, that there is never enough money or food for everyone in the world. We're taught that we must compete in order to get ahead.  We're taught that we need a million
dollars in order to retire comfortably, or that only certain careers are roads to success.  We're taught to stand up for ourselves, and that individual need always trumps the community.  We're taught to save and invest - to store up our treasures here on earth.  This is just the way it is.

We're taught to fear, and fear creates a certain anxiety that makes it hard to trust.  Here at JIP we talk a lot about trusting God and trusting each other (and ourselves).  We notice how "that's just the way it is" gets in the way of "this is the way it could be."  We learn to read the Bible for the story of what might be.  We look at the systems in our communities that keep people in poverty and want.  We look at systems that separate us from our souls.  Last week Bishop Curry preached here at the Chapel of the Cross and quoted George Bernard Shaw - "You look at things that are and ask why.  I dream of things that never were and ask 'why not?'"

If the JIP curriculum does its job, these young adults (and a few older adults who take our courses) will form some new questions in the course of the year.  If they didn't come here asking, "why?" then we hope they formulate that question early on. And, by the time they leave here, we hope to hear a few "why nots?"  This, to me, is creativity.  First, a deep comfort with the power of questions rather than answers.  And second, the audacity to ask "why not?" and expect an answer.


Photograph by Karen Porter, 07-08 Alumna



Path

by Karen Porter





that path happens when I hear my own voice, and I recognize it as just that, not the voice of God or someone who's right all the time.

the path happens when that voice is informed by people in close proximity to me, and around the world
and most truly when I am aware that they are made in the image of God.
that path is when simplicity feels more like abundance
and fullness only comes not from not grasping.
when I can receive gifts from places I had never been able to before
when I experience true joy in being with someone else who is able to be fully who they are...
that path happens when I look back and realize I've been on it for a while and haven't had to check.

(Karen wrote this piece in her intern year during a Writers Workshop by Carol Henderson, part of the Johnson Intern Program Friday trainings.)
MadisonBeing Present 
by Madison Ward
 
Thinking back over my year with the Johnson Intern Program (JIP) so far, I remember one of my first meetings with Susan Gladin, the director, last summer. Among many things we talked about was a practice the interns the previous year had implemented surrounding Parakaleo. I had not heard this term before; she explained it meant to "call alongside, being present to one another". This idea really stuck with me that day, and it seems to be a common thread that has been woven throughout my year. Whether it's another member of my community, a client at the The Women's Center, a co-worker, or one of my middle school girls, "being present" has surprisingly been one of my favorite parts of this year. So often people, including myself, just want to feel heard. Many times, clients come to the Women's Center exhausted from being passed off from agency to agency and just need someone to hear them.  It certainly is what I need some of the time. It has been such a gift this year for me to give to others and also to have a community of people to give this gift to me.  This practice of Parakaleo will be one of the many things I take with me after my year with JIP is done. But for now, I will try to stay in the moment so I can be present for those around me.

One of my favorite parts about my year with JIP has been my placement. I work at The Women's Center in Chapel Hill and could not be happier. The Women's Center partners with women to build knowledge through career advising, financial counseling, home buyer education, legal services, adolescent programming, and information and referral. I work as the Information & Referral Specialist, learning and keeping up to date with resources in our area and making them accessible to our clients. My time is divided between information & referral and our Teens Climb High (TCH) program. TCH is an empowerment program that works with middle school girls giving them the tools to make healthy choices. I have learned so much from my work at the Women's Center, especially about many resources in the Triangle. I love giving clients many choices when they come to our center feeling out of options. A lot of times, clients are looking for someone to listen to them, which is a lot of what I do. I listen, let them know they are being heard, and help them move forward.  It has been a perfect fit for me and I hate to leave in July, but will enjoy my time for now.
 

Madison Ward

Photograph by Karen Porter, 07-08 JIP Alumna
sing to us
wind
and crickets 
before our ears grow numb
to all but our own small voices.
sing to my feet
to my hands
to my soul run through these
into dirt, sprouts, pond.
sing till I know its not my voice alone 
merging, planting, breathing
cascading,  tumbling
singing till at last Earth's song is us.
 (clip of a poem from Karen Porter's December JIP year.)