But for these 10 days or so, Don was spending his most of his evenings lying on the couch and watching TV. I didn't see him sit at the desk and type on the keyboard.
When I saw him grabbing a hamburger directly from the brown bag and squeezing it into his mouth without caring about ketchup he wasted on the carpet although he noticed the red stain there, I had to say something.
"What happened to your scrip!"
"I don't feel like writing." said Don, grabbing French fries form the bag into his mouth.
"I don't have any new ideas left in me. I don't even have any words coming out of me anymore."
Wiping the ketchup on his hand with his jeans, Don answered without looking at me.
"I realized how boring my story was. I don't know where to go with it now. I wish I hadn't started this. But then if I quit now, all my time and energy I spent on this will be wasted. I can't move ahead, but I can't go back. I am trapped. I am a mouse in the mouse trap." "That's extreme."I said.
"You don't know what it's like! I hate to see my computer there. Would you please put it somewhere I don't have to see it?"
What Don said shocked me because I had never seen him like this before. It made me really sad.
"Do you want me to keep it in the closet for a while?" I asked in a concerned way.
"No. Not in the closet. Remember I change my clothes every day?"
"How about keeping it in the fridge then? Just to let it chill out."
"No. I open the fridge every 30 minute. Plus I would rather my script to be fermented and go rotten. Maybe it will turn out better like gourmet cheese."
Don grabbed the remote control and kept changing the chanels.I took some bath towels from the bath room and covered the computer with them so that Don couldn't see it any more. I was sad, but I did it for him. I didn't want to be in the living room with Don, so I walked to the bedroom leaving Don on the couch. Right before closing the door, I heard Don shout at me,
"I still feel it's there!"
I was sad about Don being this way. But I knew Don wouldn't stay like this for ever. Don is dedicated to his script. I was sure he knew better. In order to take my thoughts away from my mind, the best thing to do was drawing. I opened my sketchbook and took crayons out.
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I don't remember how long I was drawing. When I looked outside the window, the moon was high above and the outside was very dark and quiet.
Then I heard the door clicked.
"Let's go to Everybody's coffee. They are closing in 5minutes. We can still make it to get some coffee."
Standing at the door was Don, scratching his belly and yawning out loud.
"No, I want to draw now. We go tomorrow."
"Just five minutes. You can draw after coming back here."
Don scoffed.
"No, I 'm drawing now. You always tell me not to stop your flow, but you are interrupting my flow now. Please don't stop my flow."
I felt bad to say things like this to Don, but I didn't want to stop drawing now. My drawing was almost done, but I still needed to color some parts.Then I heard the door closed.
In a few hours, I completed my drawing. I loved it. I stood up with my drawing in my hands to ask Don to flame it so that I could take it to Everybody's coffee tomorrow.
When I opened the door in the bedroom, the first thing I saw was the bath towels at the door, which I had used to cover Don's computer with. Then I saw Don sitting at the desk and vigorously typing on the key board. Next to the keyboard were a pile of how-to books about screenplay writing. Don was back working on his script.
I slowly walked toward him and politely asked, "Could you write the title and flame my drawing, please? I want to take it to Everybody's coffee tomorrow."
Don turned to me with his eyes burning with passions.
"Could we do that tomorrow? Right now, DO NOT STOP MY FLOW."