CHANGING THE STORY
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August 20th New Moon Leo
August 2009


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Welcome!
New Moon In Leo
Dancing With Intuitive Voice
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  Welcome!


Hello Everyone,
 
Our garden is lush and happily growing right now.  The comfrey is huge!  There is abundant flavorful basil, mustard greens and kale.  We've been successful with a purple basil, who's taste is melt in your mouth sweet with just a touch of spiciness.  If you have a chance, try the purple basil.  Tomatoes, fresh mozzarella and basil with olive oil and balsamic vinegar is my favorite meal right now. 
 
The compost is turning into soil at quite a fast pace, considering I can never seem to get it hot enough.  I started caring for the compost knowing nothing about it.  Two videos and three books later, I still don't quite get composting, but it's turning into soil anyway.  I've got the basics, but I want to take a class in troubleshooting compost, if anyone knows of any, let me know.
 
On a different note, the tension of impending change is still building.  I am reminded of the Push Me, Pull You in Dr. Doolittle.  We are being asked to change and change fast and at the same time the energies are going backwards, like an undertow, and dragging us back with it.  Like the Earth's Crust, the structure of our lives, societies, and way in which we perceive ourselves as a species, are undergoing earthquakes.  Where do we go to be safe while being immersed in such deep change?  Below, I talk more about how to hear your Intuitive Voice.  I believe that that is a good place to start.
 
We can do this. 
 
With all my love and support,
 
Akasha


 
  New Moon In Leo

 
Heart and Play
 
New Moon in Leo is our first break after three eclipses.  Eclipses tend to stimulate our shadow selves, bringing them more out into consciousness.  Leo moon will inspire us to take a break and have fun.  Think about what playfully motivates you.  Now is a good time, to revisit your desires and dreams and take steps to make some of them happen. 
 
Leo rules the heart.  Throughout this time of uncertainty, make sure you do the things that give you the "heart" to keep going.    Eat well, sleep well, and play well.  Get into nature on a regular basis.  In the next few weeks it is important to schedule time to play and revitalize yourself either in solitude, with community, or with supportive friends. 
 
 
Continued Mars Dynamics
 
This play and renew time is no light recommendation.  This is crucial right now.  We still have four more weeks of the build up to the climatic exact opposition on September 15th.  Judging by the many people I have talked to, the stress has already reached major proportions.  For those of you who are living in the United States, it is important to understand, that all the different planetary aspects are hitting right on the US Moon and Venus.  These planets are especially connected to our emotional and child body.  If you have been experiencing, panic attacks, anxiety, and suicidal desires these are valid feelings triggered by the intensity of what is happening all around you.  Reach out and get help; you are not alone in this.  An astrology reading can help you discern where in your life the transits are hitting you hardest and where the allied planets are that can help mitigate the impact.  Some astrologers have been comparing this period in time to when Copernicus shook the world view of Earth being the center of the universe to Earth revolving around the Sun.  Our whole structure of existence is in flux.
 
There are many planetary configurations still in affect this new moon.   With Mars squaring the Uranus/Saturn opposition, the tension and inclination to react first/think later is continuing to build.  Now Pluto and Mercury are entering into this mix, turning it from a T-Square into a Grand Cross.  That means the stars are strong arming us even more to make structural changes in our lives personally and as a species.  With Mars in Gemini and Mercury in Virgo, both air signs, the tension will continue to discharge through our verbal and written communications.  This is very aptly demonstrated in the war with words around health care reform.  Keep counting to ten before reacting or engaging in any "discussions" around subjects that push your buttons, because we are all on hair trigger reactions right now.
 
Jupiter Chiron Neptune Conjunction
 
Then there is the ongoing conjunction between Jupiter, Chiron and Neptune in Aquarius.  This planet configuration motivates us to honor and accept our unique self as well as to find the friends and community where we feel at home.  This is the first time that Neptune and Jupiter have been conjunct in Aquarius since 1843.  The years following that conjunction featured new visions and new humanitarian and reform movements.  The way I see it, 2009 is going to be like a difficult labor; lots of contractions and pain and screaming.  Then comes 2010 and the only planet retrograde will be Mars until March, but all the big collective planets will be direct.  That is when you'll see the action.  The baby will have been born and the energies will be moving forward, (I use the metaphor very loosely). Until then perseverance, tenacity and a healthy stubborn will to live is good to cultivate.
 
Overall, this is a conjunction that ushers in the ability to have a stronger connection with the Divine and more attunement to our interconnectedness with ourselves as a species and to Earth.  Unfortunately, this is the end result.  For many, the process of getting there has not been pleasant.  Jupiter has a tendency to enlarge and expand the effects of planetary transits to excess, Chiron can be like a painful wound that's never been healed from childhood's past, and Neptune adds in delusion and drama.  Many people I have talked to keep experiencing set back after set back.  Gone is the one step forward two steps back process.  It has been, for them, no step forward and 12 steps back.  The good news is that Jupiter is starting to move away from the other two.  So for those of you, who have been blocked from moving forward in changing your life, it will soon start to shift.  Hang in there as best you can, this will alleviate as Jupiter moves further away.  Though the conjunction will happen again later you won't have the undertow anymore due to the planets going direct. 
 
I recommend patience and compassion through the year.  Please try and do cathartic exorcise so that you can have an outlet to release frustration, anger, and anxiety.  Go to a comedy club or watch some videos that you know will make you laugh.  Roller Coasters, water parks, making sand castles and smashing them on the beach, can also help.  When was the last time you and your friends had an imaginary picnic in the park?  If nothing else, here is a great chant that can help release some steam:
 
"When in worry, when in doubt
Run in circles, scream and shout!
Augh! Augh! Augh! Augh!"
 
And literally run in circles waving your arms and scream and shout and get it out of your system.
 
I wish you the best of luck. 

 


 

Dancing With Intuitive Voice

 
In my last issue, I wrote about how to tell the difference between the Talking Self, Intuitive Voice and one's Spirit Guides.  Well, I don't think my wise self was very satisfied, because she taught me more about the Intuitive Voice.  I want to clearly state, that the Intuitive Voice is from within you and is part of your wise self.  It always has the well being of you and others at the heart of it's guidance.  It will not advise you to do anything counter to your personal ethics or integrity. 
 
I was up at Spirit Rock in Woodacre, CA for a singing event.  After the concert/sing-along, my friend showed me a wooden platform back up in the hills, ripe for star gazing.  It was dark, quiet and surprisingly clear and warm.  We stayed there awhile in companionable silence, and this is what I learned:
 
Listening for your Intuitive Voice is like looking at the night sky.  When you first look up, whether it is bright with city lighting or dark, you only see a few of the brightest stars.  When you sit back and keep softly gazing, letting your eyes adjust, after awhile you will start to notice more stars appear.  Keep on gazing gently.  You'll see more and more stars and planets appear, along with shooting stars and maybe even the Milky Way galaxy.
 
Hearing your wise self is a lot like that.  When you need some answers to an emotionally charged problem, very often you don't have a clue.  The head noise and anxiety is just like in the city where the light is so bright you can barely see the stars.  The Intuitive Voice is called "She Who Whispers" for a reason.  To hear it you must go quietly and pay attention.  Be still, hold the space for awhile.  It helps to close your eyes so you are less distracted.  Some times your intuition becomes a knowing that blossoms from within you, just like a star unveiling itself to you.  Sometimes it is like a shooting star, where you perceive a message, quick and is gone.  Some times it is a whole rush of ideas and inspirations that flow fast one after the other, just like a meteor shower. 
 
It is uncanny how much like the Intuitive Voice stargazing is.  Stare hard and direct at a star or cluster of stars and it disappears.  Soften your eyes and look off to the side of the star you want to see and it's there.  It is the same with your wise voice.  Think too hard about the message and you will discount it or have reasons why you don't need to listen to it.  Hear it's soft message and don't let your self think, just follow up on it.  I remember one friend who listened to her intuition and checked her back door and found it locked.  She thought she had wasted her time doing that as she was late getting to her appointment.  But upon leaving, discovered she would have been in a car crash if she hadn't taken those extra two minutes to check.  So you might not know why you are guided to do things.  Sometimes it is to take you out of harms way and some times it is because the back door truly is unlocked.
 
This is a great exercise I learned at the Earth Activist Training permaculture course, at that time taught by Starhawk and Penny Livingston-Stark.  It is a way of stargazing, but with the ears.  This can be done anywhere.  Get comfortable. be ready to sit for a minimum of 5 minutes, longer is better.  Close your eyes and just listen to the sounds.  As you identify or notice each sound acknowledge that it is there and listen for the sounds behind those immediate sounds.  Once the second level of sounds are noticed listen for the next layer of sounds behind those and behind those.  Eventually, you will "hear" the silence behind all those sounds.  Once you've experienced the silence behind the sounds, seek with intent to hear that which is behind silence.  It is indescribable.  This is a great exercise for getting used to listening for Intuitive Voice, because very often it is more like a whisper behind the louder sounds and thoughts. 




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Akasha Madron
Changing the Story
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