I shared coffee with a friend this week, and we agreed we both loved the books of Jeremiah and Isaiah. Then I said, "I love Deuteronomy too." She looked surprised, and said, "I've never heard anyone say that before!" So, I took time to leaf through my Bible and remind myself why I love God's word in that book.
Deut. 2:7, The Lord your God has blessed you in all that you have done; He has known your wanderings through this great wilderness. These forty hears the Lord your God has been with you; you have not lacked a thing. I found this passage underlined, with a date noted nearby. I began to remember... I found so many meaningful passages.
In chapter 4:23 it says ...watch...lest you forget... Other places I repeatedly found the word remember. If you are like me, you don't set out to forget God's blessings or compassion, we just don't remember! So, I began remembering about life and ministry...
I married very young, and the suave guy who captured my heart was not much older. I recall praying with his mother, and sensing the Holy Spirit confirm that our marriage was a good decision, but I also recall thinking that I would marry him regardless. A bit of a rebellious streak I admit. I did not marry a preacher, and Dick was not a Christian-a fact that had little impact then. I hate admitting how my immaturity and decision to wed was because he was just so darn cute! I had two children by age 20; life was full of challenges to get by.
The day came when my husband was born-again, and Christ actively, rapidly, changed him and our marriage, including the focus of all our attention. Then came Dick's call to ministry; this was HUGE for both of us. I never want to forget what an awesome privilege it is to participate with God in ministry.
Life and ministry became our journey, and the majority of my adult life was spent as a minister's wife. Of course there were times of joy and deep fulfillment, but we know there are also challenges.
Fear and emotions carried me to a wasteland. God made Himself known to me in my wilderness-through a time of pain. I recall the day when I feared I would dissolve into a pool of despair; depression would have been a step higher then. I felt I could not make it any longer without seeing evidence of God that very day. I needed to KNOW that He was there. I needed to KNOW Him in some tangible way. Would He show Himself to me? I dared to hope with my last ounce of energy. I was sure no earthly friend would understand. It was a dark time for us both as life and ministry seemed to turn its back and desert us. Maybe you also have experienced that isolation crux of ministry.
The very first time I felt this desperate God displayed the most vivid rainbow I had ever seen! One day when I saw His bow, I got on my bicycle and rode street after street, as long as I could see it. I just knew in my heart that no other person alive saw that rainbow: for it was just for me. During that season, God showed me many, many rainbows in the sky.
Now, years later, I always praise Him for my personal sign of His presence and His knowledge of where I am. His bow in the sky reminds me that He knows where I live, what my needs are, and of His presence in this world and in my life. God is so faithful to manifest Himself in some tangible way that we may KNOW Him. When my youngest grandson was born in California, there appeared a precious rainbow in Texas, confirming that my children in California were under His care. My heart leapt with joy and praise as I accepted His confirmation of such a momentous occasion.
Recently I faced a physical challenge that could have been very grim. I saw rainbows in clear skies. I smiled at God as He encouraged my heart during December 2010.
My story is not unique: what has God done to speak personally to you? What has God done that YOU may know that He is God? Have you recorded such things? Have you "counted your many blessings and named them one by one"?
Nurture your spiritual walk each day. Recognize the reality of Almighty God, in your own life! You are His daughter, one of His children, part of the royal family. He is more interested in who you ARE than what you DO. He loves you, and has written His letter to you, that you may know. He manifests Himself repeatedly - - open your eyes to see - -
Deut. 4:35. "To you it was shown THAT you might know that the Lord, He is God; there is no other besides Him."