I said I would never do it again.  I definitely did not like the time it took before and how it took me away from the service and the practice. I mean, I relish in the flexibility and non commitment my private practice serves and enjoy not worrying about such complications as payroll, overhead or staffing, etc, etc, etc.. 

 

Yes, up until January 18th,2010 despite my seemingly perfect balance and an understanding of dharma,I fell for the human illusion that I had complete control over my work in this world. Well, what i have control over is denial and denial is a very funny bird. It is so sneaky and can just fog up that mirror of yourself just enough to let judgment and routine settle in as an excuse against doing exactly what you should be doing. So, despite how I saw where my thoughts went, how my words and attachments to other centers seem to come and go, and without notice as to how weird certain events came to be and just as fast came not to be, I found myself wandering past "For Lease" signs in December. I began talking of opening a "welcoming space" with colleagues and buckled down and hired an assistant to leave me room for "something else". All this did not give my consciousness one clue as to how fast my work would change via my subconscious undertakings. After all , to the outside world I avoided setting up weekly ongoing classes, was asked not to continue with Mama Guru at a local center, was not lately needed at the hospital as a PT because census is down. Yes, up until January 18th, I was heading back to my hobby of privates and helping out volunteering some more. Even  my earlier attempt to move my practice to a smaller space and revamp the website to align my focus to private and duet sessions was an attachment to me not growing my business back into a space so as not to become overwhelmed with growing my business too large for my life again. Just when I was sure I could control my fate, life's purpose called. I made a wrong Right turn, met a price in a good spot I couldn't pass up, had a group of supporters cheering me on and whola!  Four weeks later I paint and begin transformation. 

 

There really is a thing called Dharma and life does have a plan. So within weeks, Belly Guru will open a community family yoga training centerat 219 Main Street, Pineville NC.  

Mark Your Calendar for Intro week activities Feb 22-28 and Sessions to begin March 1st and Visit us online @ www.BellyGuru.com

   The time is right for a space where All bodies, minds and spirits have access to safe and effective yoga and where independant families with different needs could grow together. The transformative process for newbies is best guided by a friend. I hopped around getting a piece here and there over the past few years but the time has come to give BG programs a home. So I am off to try again!