The year living in France was an awakening for me. I came alive and started letting my real self come out. Upon our return four years ago, I launched my freelance writing career. As I'm now making new decisions of what's next for me, I uncovered a CD bought in France titled, "Je Deviens Moi."

"I Become Me." I kissed my joy tattoo and felt affirmed that I was on the right path. I've had so many crazy synchronicities this week.In the interest of space/time/and eye rolling, I'll tell you just one.

My inner struggle: "Of all the things I write, the project I love the most (and is most "me") is the joy letter. I want to make my living spreading joy. I write happy mail every day; wouldn't it be great to get paid well to do it!"

An Email appears in my inbox from reader Sandy Morse saying "this job is perfect for you - you better apply!" It was that something called a Good Mood blogger, a paying gig to write happy mail everyday. I want it!

I AM THE GOOD MOOD BLOGGER, however I felt uncomfortable asking for votes. That is the only way to land the Nature Made SAM-e Good Mood Blogger gig, so asking is what I have been doing,

http://www.sam-e.com/job/entries/559! and you have been so gracious.

THANK YOU for your votes and your encouragement and sharing the link. When the blogger position officially is mine, I will throw a THANK YOU DANCE PARTY. Until then, keep voting daily.