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Greetings!
The time is now, and it always has been. Each breath, each tick of the clock. We only have moments in our lives to be. Each moment we choose how to respond to our feelings. How to find the essence of joy in each moment. How to find fulfillment with each decision.
Learning about yourself ,and what is important to you as a person as a spirit that walks the earth each day.
The tide of my son Travis rolled in with great intensity and power, not just for me but for all you that gave your loving seaport. It was so powerful and aweinspiring to see. He found out 3 days after his arrival that he is going to be a father. He has always said he never want to have kids, and now he is going to be a daddy. The change I witnessed in him was grand and beautiful, it also changed the relation ship between David and him. They had heart to heart man to man conversations about responsibility .
The conversation between Travis and I was about what kind of parent he wanted to be. He said he did want his baby to have his mom and dad live in separate homes the way he grew up. That he truly wants to be his best . He started to think about how to care for this little life and what he needed to do for that to happen. He is now looking into going to school and becoming aPhlebotomists "wow" ... This new life has changed him in ways that are awe inspiring, he asked for Reiki treatments to help with his post stress. His depression was a lack of nutrients, and dehydration ,as soon has he started on supplements that went away.
He decided to move back to Seattle ,with the help of the uncle to be. Travis will be living with him and begin to look for a job and possibly school. He found a great seaport system in his extended ( new ) family .
As A mom I was sad to let him go ,yet so proud of him and how he took the time to think about things ,and talk over heart matters from his child hood, and our relationship, We all had a healing transformative journey in a small window of time. Travis in now Back in Seattle ,e arrived last night.
Thank you for all the donation, they went buying supplements ,extra food ,and his bus ticket home.
My heart is filled with both sadness (seeing him go ) and joy in seeing him fly.
Travis never made it into a shelter here ,they where filled up . Now i know that this was never meant to be. Our higher self had a grander event in mind . I am so happy it happened that way, Having Travis in our home this time really created a lot of love and peaceful healing ,it deepened all of our relationships ,even Dave and I became closer as we figured things out together. Travis is defiantly a powerful force, and when he feels loved his power is so grand, and energizing.
Knowing that we are under the same moon each night brings me peace.
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