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There we saw the giants, . . and we were in our own sight as grasshoppers.
That Grasshopper Feeling It happened again this morning. I thought I was over that uncomfortable internal shrinking but life never lets me get by with that assumption for long. A new giant moves into view and suddenly I'm less than an inch tall, quivering in its shadow.
The worst part is my giants tag-team each other. I get victory
over one and I'm feeling fairly confident when his big brother takes his place
and that grasshopper feeling comes again. Sometimes the giant is money
struggles. Sometimes it is self pity. Occasionally, it has been physical pain
or simply the knowledge that I am rapidly growing older but whatever the giant,
my view of myself is always the same: Grasshopper. I'm not alone in this. The disease of grasshopperitis
started long ago and has plagued every generation. When the nation of Israel
marched out of Egypt their head was high and so was their confidence. Then, for
about two years, God led them through a training program as faith was tested.
Finally, they were ready. He had prepared them. It was time to move toward the
promises He had made long ago. Anticipation had to be high as three million people marched
to the border of Cana where they heard for the first time about giants. Big
ones. Enemies. And, their hearts melted like wax as they whined about being
nothing more than grasshoppers. The people were so angry they would have stoned
Moses and returned to Egypt had not God intervened with fire announcing they
would spend the next forty years wondering in the desert. I find this especially sad because I don't think Israel knew
the solution for grasshopperitis. We, however, do know. The writer of Hebrews
told us about it. We cure our grasshopper complex when we stop looking at giants
and start looking at Jesus [1] trusting that His active involvement more than levels
the playing field. He doesn't just even the odds; He provides victory. Next time you are feeling like a grasshopper, pause.
Consider the God-man, Jesus. As man, He walked through life just as we do,
experiencing the trials and pains and pressures. As God, He conquered them all,
rose from the dead and has taken His place in heaven. As friend, He sent the
Holy Spirit to strengthen us from the inside allowing us to participate in the
battle of the ages while knowing we are on the winning side. "Seeing" that
vision and trusting that vision will strengthen the weakest insect. The solution for grasshopperitis is simple, but it is not usually
instant. Just as physical eyes take a moment to adjust to new light, so it may
take a little time and effort to get the hang of new spiritual vision. But when
we firmly hold to Jesus as "the author and finisher of our faith," [1] we can "lift
up the feeble hands which hang down" [2] because a clear view of Jesus cures
grasshopperitiis every time. And, it doesn't take forty years.
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Wishing You Grace and Peace,
Elizabeth Baker
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Hebrews 12:2 KJV [2] Hebrews 12:12 KJV
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