So this kind of forces you to take responsibility for your thoughts and feelings.  It puts you in a pretty precarious position to say. "Okay, okay I understand that it has been me all along and without knowing it, doing some things to myself that I am not too excited about."  Once you decide to accept the reality in that, there is no going back.  From that point on you understand at a new level of your being that you are a Creator.  You are one with the Energies that create worlds.  The layers of illusion start to peal away and you see that there is so much more to life.  You don't focus on the past.  You know that in its perfection it has brought you to this very critical moment in your life.  You don't dwell on what could have been because you understand the what CAN be that lies ahead and it thrills you.  You choose to let it all go and begin a whole new life.  One that you will willingly and deliberately and consciously participate in. 

When you find yourself standing on that edge of choosing to believe in a reality that is so different than the one you were taught, it can be scarey.  A little overwhelming.  Maybe a tad exciting.  You are there contemplating which way to go.  Like in The Matrix.  Which pill will you choose.  The scarey part is your old way of thinking.  It operates from what it knows and what lies ahead it doesn't know.  The thrill comes from deep inside of you as your Inner Being calls to you to come create. 

Only you can make that decision of which way to go and you will know when you are ready to choose a different life experience.  Remember your experiences to this point have led you here and you will always have freewill to choose.  Over and over again.  This is NOT a once in a lifetime opportunity.  It will always be there for you and when you are ready, the real adventure begins and you won't want to go back.

Thank You,