Greetings!
I would like to share with you a few strong moments I had on the night of
New Year's Eve
After a challenging emotional chamber concert I played with my friends at the local concert hall, I went to my community's New Years Ball.
I set with friends looking at the ball dance floor which was fully occupied
by a diversity of vibrating dancers.
After a little while, B came to me and invited me to dance.
I was very happy and joined him although it was a Polka I never danced before.
As the music ended B took me by his hand, escorting me back to my seat.
The program continued,
12 Waltzes were played by life musicians, Dancers were whirling around me and I felt my breathing getting faster.
Anicca wanted to keep on dancing.
The 'I's started manifesting on the screen.
The Fight / Flight mechanism was triggered.
One 'I' wanted to take the bag and go home
Another 'I' had in mind to invite a man to danceA deep sadness, disappointment and frustration almost touched self pity.
'I' truly wanted to dance.
To matter.
To celebrate.
To play
Breath.
I sat on a four legged chair looking with one eye,
Listening with two ears to an unheard voice.
There was certainty that something good is going to happen
Time went by very slowly and Kneel was melting all over my body.
The Toast of 2012 was announced.
"Take hold of that which is outside of time"
When I came back to the chair after a sequence of musical cheers
I breathed gently and quietly.
A hidden smile was hugging me.
I danced with God.
Dancing with God.
"A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
a time to mourn, and a time to dance;"
Ecclesiastes 3, 4.
I wish you a year of change and insight
With Love and Gratitude
Anicca
www.The-HeArt-of-Anicca.com
