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Greetings!
Being here, in California, for the last one and a half year
I find myself in many difficult moments which I need to transform.
One of the moments I remember clearly
was when a wave of longing to my children crushed me down
and tried to take me to dark places that I don't like to be in anymore.
I'm here in USA.
my 3 children are in Israel.
having 'I's about such a subject as my own kids
has a certain legitimacy.
but no.
Even my children can take me to hell=
to imagination which takes me away from the moment.
the "Apollonian Sequence" is depicting the angels - the inner forces that were sent from above to help me be detached from my own children in the moment.
that created a Divine state that I share with you.
To have children which I'm not attached to, enable me to be a better, more loving, mother.
Buddha: The Self is the master of the self.
Who else can that master be?
with Love
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