| Focusing on the One Thing that Matters |
My heart was heavy as I took my list of concerns to the Lord in prayer one morning.  "God, there are so many things on my heart right now, " I prayed. "I'm concerned about this financial matter that seems to be pressing in on us. And then there's my daughter's MRI this afternoon which will show us if she has to have another surgery on her knee. And my daughter should've had a call for a film audition by now. Please remember her in that, Lord, so she doesn't get discouraged. And Lord, I really need peace about a disappointment in my life that is causing me to become restless." My list was long, and I was exhausted after recounting it all to God. Then my devotional reading that morning took me to Psalm 27...a Psalm I'd read many times, and taught on, as well. But this time, it seemed to read differently to me. As a gentle reminder. Maybe even a rebuke. "One thing I ask of the Lord, this only do I seek..." David said in verse 4. One thing David had asked of the Lord. "This only" he sought: "that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord and to seek him in his temple." There were lots of things I was asking God for that morning. But David only asked one thing: to dwell in God's presence, seeking His face and glory. I realized right there and then that if seeking God alone had been my one request - my only request - I would not have needed anything else I'd been praying for. If His presence was what I sought first, I would've had the confidence that He is my Provider, both financially and otherwise. I would've had the peace of mind that He is the Great Physician for whatever my daughter's medical condition. And I would've had the perspective that He is the Healer of hurts and the Redeemer of all things, when it came to my disappointed, restless heart. With Him as my Sole Desire, I would be able to face whatever came my way. Jesus did say, in Matthew 6:33 "But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well." The rest of my prayer that morning sounded like this: "Simplify my heart, Lord, to have but one request: To know You and dwell with You intimately. My heart echoes the cry of David's heart later in that Psalm: "My heart says of you, 'Seek his face!' Your face, Lord, I will seek." (Verse 8) Can you simplify your long list of requests to include just one? As He becomes all we desire, we will find we have all we need and all we could ever want.
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