Writing the Life Poetic Zine 2009 MASTHEAD
Publisher & Editor:Sage CohenColumnists:Brittany BaldwinDale FavierSara GuestJenn LalimeChristopher LunaMToni PartingtonShawn SorensenSteve WilliamsCOLUMNIST BIOS
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"Sage was able to respond to each poem (and poet) in a uniquely
sensitive way, meeting the material (and its creator) exactly where it
is. In other words, her responses show what living as a poet is all
about. What a gift this is." -- Amanda H.
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Greetings!
We appreciate you. A lot. To thank you for subscribing to this zine and committing to your creative life, we are offering this special, gift issue to help you celebrate the holidays.
In place of each columnist's regular column, you will find a poem he or she has written. We hope it brightens your day and offers a spark or two to ignite your own writing.
May your cup and your heart be full in 2010!
Sage Cohen Publisher & Editor
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All Over With Green
By Dale Favier
Tanagers in Spring Onagers in Fall Winds whistle in the park Fathers whistle in the dark. The child is gotten And rotten is wild The clover is shotten All over with green. Dragons come gently And nuzzle their hands Dappling for apples Warmed by the sand. Managers mutter in Spring Dragons mutter in Fall Wild bad children sing Whenever the clover calls. The child is Winter And splintered and guiled, But the Summer is quilted All over with green.
* * * * * Dale Favier h as taught poetry, chopped vegetables, and written software
for a living. Currently he works half-time as a massage therapist and
half-time running a database for a non-profit in Portland, Oregon. He
is a Buddhist, in the Tibetan tradition. He writes about meditation
and poetry, and whatever ever else he may be interested in at the
moment, at Mole. He
has an M.Phil. in English Literature from Yale, but he never wrote much
poetry until he began blogging, a few years ago, and fell in with bad
companions. With them he eventually brought out an anthology , Brilliant Coroners. His poems have also appeared in Qarrtsiluni and The Ouroborus Review. His first chapbook, Opening the World, will be coming out next year from Pindrop Press.
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A Reuniting By Steve Williams
We have a home on the shore built from driftwood. Captured in walls and roof, the tangle
of trunk and twig leans, like the sea, into the moon's pull. You had to leave: your body unable to resist the impulse
drawing you into the wet sand. You
had to turn your back on the water.
You promised the rough branches to find a less strenuous place for all
of us.
This suitcase, on the
porch swing, is packed with your kisses.
Mist falls in and out
of each plastic chair stuffed
with the parchment in
summer's attic;
full throated cry,
star mint dry on the tongue of October.
I stayed still with the swaying home, wondered if the mist
really was swinging or if the sand was frozen. I can see my heartbeat in my own eye - the wind is a drum
looking
for sticks.
Here is my ticket to
the roasted garlic aroma of orange,
the knife edge night
of Halloween, red wing blackbird feathers
cling like Monarchs to
the river reeds of pressured arteries:
harpooned bullfrogs
pissing milkweed into veins of October.
Each year you come with the wings of butterflies to roost
like dead leaves. Our home calls
you back and sends you away. It is
the curse of building with what does not belong
to anyone. We
sleep in a plain-clothed bed and listen to the voices of all the rivers buried
in our walls. They are telling us
to admire the Chinook who leaps the fall of water, the spring of rapid, to
spawn and die.
Thistle burrs in my
ankles scissor up my leg, scrape the chimney
of my spine like
ladders of ash. I leap up the siding
to your long-night window. You now prefer stair-free homes,
butterfly gloves on
eucalyptus and finger paints of October.
Tomorrow, it is November and you are cold. You will go farther south, chase the
longer names and shorter nights.
You tell me all the frogs are dying. I say they are candles inhaling water, exhaling air, and we
are that wind. You lament them,
who will never have a home. I say
the wind lives in the drifting clouds.
There are few weddings
now. Leave them for the banality of
shorter
named months. Once the bride who relished sunsets dying
on each saw-toothed
plot of the cul-de-sac, you say this is not the time
for starting but rather
hugging fierce, deep in our lungs of October.
I hold my breath and the house ignores the moon. It is time to spawn.
* * * * * Steve Williams lives and works in Portland with a lovely woman who writes and edits much better than he but refuses to admit it.
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New Jersey Bill and the China Doll play blackjack By M
It would be obvious to a
guy with one eye
that I don't belong here. I lose Nick to the couple
watching a made-for-TV movie and arguing the tenor
of Manson's insanity (he says simple schizophrenia,
she says schizophrenia with paranoid tendencies)
while they turn powder to liquid
in a silver spoon. Talk to Alan, they tell Nick.
Alan deals because he has
kids
to send to college like everybody else who lives
in this cardboard complex of stacked boxes.
In the kitchen I find the only guy with a straw
in his Coca Cola. He stares at me long enough
to burn his retinas and says Did anybody ever say
you look like a china doll? Sit down. You play cards?
Not well enough to bet my 401K. He flips cards
like flapjacks and pushes a pile of pretzel sticks
to my side of the table. I throw back two sticks, he throws in four.
New Jersey Bill has eyes that have seen men bounce
like pinballs in the alley behind the R & R,
and hands that held his wife's head out of the gutter water
the only night he wore his seatbelt on Auburn Road.
The night it rained too much Jack Daniel's down his throat;
the wife who took him two bad marriages to find. He asks
What are you supposed to do about that, doll?
and points to the space in his chest where his life
used to be. He smiles like a congressman who spends
his kids' quality time
riding trains from Trenton
to Washington. He's not
talking about the eight years
vehicular manslaughter gave him to find his conscience
in a living room with a toilet and he doesn't try
to pretend it's the light
bulb over his head making his eyes
water. He starts singing Heart
and soul, I fell in love
with you, heart and soul, the way a fool would do, madly.
I told Nick no twenty
years ago. I predicted everything
we owned would go
straight up his pug nose.
We married madly anyway
and diabetes stole it all
instead.
You're asking the wrong doll, New Jersey.
Remember when smoke was
smoke?
When weed was art, not
medicine.
And pretzels had the
decency not stare
back at you from the
bottom of a porcelain bowl. This is when that
one-eyed jack
who rarely hangs out with
the perfect ten
show up together on my
side of the table.
Bill is shifting like a
small inside an extra large T-shirt,
his head bobbing in
rhythm to the dog he had
on the back dash of the
car.
Shit, New Jersey, tell me
--
what are you going to do about that?
Featured in the Fall 2008 edition
of The Dirty Napkin [V:1.4]
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M has served as Associate Poetry Editor for Stirring: A Literary Collection
for the past one hundred years or so. More than a few editors have
found her poems acceptable, and included them in their journals. She
received her B.A. in literature so long ago, she's pretty certain her
diploma has crumbled to dust. She also serves as an administrator of on
online poetry workshop called Wild Poetry Forum. If you cannot find her
(she never answers her cell phone), call Powell's Books. The employees
there know exactly what room she's in. And most importantly, she is
very grateful for the enormous amount of love in her life.
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Wayward / Swamp
By Sara Guest
I go to see my mother's mother's mother as she dies
The truck belches exhaust in the driveway
Wind whipping the trees through firelight
Maybe punctuates the name
In the midst of love when we're sinking faster away
Clams popping closed on themselves
My face harboring a hundred keys until
Sentience slides in next to me
Pulsations in the hammering moon
Timid crafting a boat that leaves shore
Acres of moss / pond-leaves / knots tied in
knots / pond-leaves / acres of moss
Timid crafting a boat that leaves shore
Pulsations in the hammering moon
Sentience slides in next to me
My face harboring a hundred keys
Clams popping closed on themselves
In the midst of love when we're sinking faster away
Maybe punctuates the name
Wind whipping the trees through firelight
The truck belches exhaust in the driveway
When I go to see my mother's mother's mother as she
dies
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Sara Guest, a native mid-westerner, has been tripping the light
wowtastic in Portland, Oregon since 2004. A longtime producer and editor,
Sara works as a program coordinator for Write Around Portland and volunteers with Literary Arts and VoiceCatcher (currently as board chair). She writes poetry and fiction and is a voracious reader and lover of Powell's City of Books.
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The Same Brother
By Jenn Lalime
Who called today To pray for me Before my departure Wailed on me the day I told truth-- There is no Santa
As mother pulled His body--fists Swinging--off me I should have known How much heartbreak Would follow Should have recognized Belief--even then What would break Between us-- Between me And the boy Who did not speak To anyone save me Until turning five Because only I Could understand
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Jenn Lalime is a northwest native, a writer and editor, a mother and a
wife. She's lucky to work with the following organizations to bring
the words of fellow writers out into the world: Portland Women Writers, VoiceCatcher, and Tin House Books. She thanks the universe every day for President Obama whose presence in
the White House gives her the peace of mind to stay focused on her
first and true love: reading great fiction.
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Creating Space for Writing
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Honeycomb Prophecies By Toni Partington
in the panorama of
your heart
I wish to be a cubicle
made of beeswax
translucent, thick butterscotch
unfiltered balm
bright with buzz
together
we will construct
a confluence of resin and lace
a suspension bridge across
hedge thorns and conflict
you will wear my thimble and
I will carry the oracle to our
future
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Toni Partington lives and works in Vancouver, WA. Her poetry has appeared in the NW Women's Journal, the Anthology of the River Poets' Society, VoiceCatcher 3, the Cascade Journal,
and others. Toni's other work includes career/life coaching, editing
services for new and emerging writers, and grant writing. This winter
she joined the editorial collective for VoiceCatcher 4. She holds a BA
in Social Work and an MA focused on Literature and Literary Editing.
Before that, Toni was a high-school drop out, pregnant and then married
at age 16 whose life came faster than it should have and toughened her
into a self-described survivor. Today, her circle includes family,
friends, dogs and poets, not in any particular order. Blog: www.poettone.blogspot.comEmail: tpartington@earthlink.net
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The Cook, The Writer, The Gardener, The Business Woman
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Spider Veins
By Brittany Baldwin
I earn these veins coming to the surface
just behind my locked knees, up through
a curved back, bent over a sink of dishes
in a strangers house, in a strangers kitchen,
with a strangers cat purring against my ankles.
Toward the end of the night, after a long day,
I can feel them squeezing up out of the places
I had them in when I was younger.
Those skinny soccer legs I had in gym class
just before I lost my decency when faced with competition
and hurt another junior high school boy.
Bloody noses and calls for a referee.
Those legs walked me up the mountain every day after school,
ran me through the woods at night, restless.
They were so free once to have now followed
their way into the monotony of profession.
You have to walk into something everyday for the rest of
your life,
a kitchen, an office, a grocery store, a construction site.
I have chosen my room to grow old in, the kitchen.
I am Babette
alone plating dishes of flank steak roulade stuffed with
caramelized onions, mushrooms, garlic, rosemary and thyme.
The glasses clink in the other room,
the guests are brought to tears by the toast
for parents that have recently passed away.
Sometimes two guests will join me.
Invisible I stand behind them while they whisper to each
other.
Husbands flirting with the wives of other men,
professionals discussing their options for the future
with a trusted friend.
The cats and I keep our eyes down and wash dishes or stir
pots.
I pull open the door to the dining room and serve.
Looping between shoulders and smiling,
a new toast is called and the door closes again.
I have to sigh and relax into my hunched back
when I only have the dishes left.
That's when I begin to notice the sting of these small
spider veins
as they creep their way out to the surface of my skin.
Most women earn their veins with children
I earn them in heavy platters of cured meats and cheeses
or long hours on cheap shoes.
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Brittany Baldwin runs a small catering and personal chef company that
maintains its own organic garden. She has written poetry in Portland
for eight years while starting her own business and self publishing her
own poetry collection, Broken Knuckles Against Knives, Cutting The Food To Feed Me Through This
(2005). In 2002 she received a BA in Creative Writing from the
University of Colorado. Her poetry has appeared in the poetry
collections Ephemeris and Broken Word: Alberta Street Anthology Volume 1 and 2.
She has appeared on KBOO's Talking Earth, won an honorable mention in
the Oregon State Poetry Associations fall 06 contest and was featured
in the 2006 and 2007 Silverton Poetry Festival.
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Discover New Poetry Markets and Get Published
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Art In the Walls By Shawn SorensenThe night is reaching out to choke me. I thought I was ringing my hands of all This burnt fudge, this cavity in my jaw of jaws but You're missed - how thankful I am to have someone like you to miss. As I turn the key to my place, the sound echoes off All the walls, just walls now, not watercolor, creation Like when you were here, when everything was brightly hued, And soft, and laughing, and stripped of the wounded edges And wet pavement, and ripped up coughing to attract the attention Of no one, of long, busy days coming through the flue and dripping On my oven, my sizzling sausage links and half-cooked aspirations. For no reason, or for all the reasons unexplained and waiting To be shredded open like the mail snowing me under But not yet over the bright dancing sunlight of my longing for you.
* * * * * Shawn Sorensen is a published, award-winning poet whose work can be viewed at mannequinenvy.wordpress.com,
Winter 2008 edition. His poetry submission goal is to send something
in at least every other week and get published/recognized a few times
per year. He's written dozens of complete book reviews, including dozens of poetry titles, on goodreads.com and braves a perilous river crossing to be the Community Relations Manager at Barnes & Noble Vancouver. After
getting dry and attending to numerous shark bites, he plans and hosts
an every-2nd-Wednesday Poetry Group event that's always at 7 pm, always
features the area's best poets, and always has a great open mic.
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"The good things in life
are better than any damn movie:" By Christopher Luna
The search for love
is a pink herring:
a desire to possess
or become a character
in a Hollywood romance
never bothering to see
or get to know
your leading lady.
A game that necessarily renders
both of you meaningless:
formless shadows
flickering on the wall.
The only way to avoid this unhappy ending
is to refuse to play the game at all:
be exactly who you are
open your heart
and eventually your Lil' Queenie
will walk through that door.
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Christopher Luna is a poet,
editor, artist, teacher, and graduate of the Jack Kerouac School of
Disembodied Poetics. Publications include Cadillac Cicatrix, eye-rhyme, Exquisite Corpse, and the @tached document. Chapbooks include tributes and ruminations, On the Beam (with David Madgalene), and Sketches for a Paranoid Picture Book on Memory. GHOST TOWN, USA, which features poems and observations of Vancouver, WA, is available through Cover to Cover Books and Angst Gallery, or from the author.
Email: christopherjluna@gmail.com
Blog: www.christopherluna-poetry.blogspot.com
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I want my eggs By Sage Cohen
soft and in between destinies the yolk undecided the white a nimbus of coagulated light haloing its small yellow sun as I have lived trained to the perimeter
of what is most alive in me, accomplice to and and bearer of diminishing light.
* * * * * Sage Cohen is the author of Writing the Life Poetic: An Invitation to Read and Write Poetry (Writer's Digest Books, 2009), The Productive Writer: Success Strategies for Writing More and Selling More (Writer's Digest Books, forthcoming in 2010) and the poetry collection Like the Heart, the World. She writes three monthly columns about the craft and business of writing and serves as poetry editor for VoiceCatcher 4. Sage has been awarded first prize in the Ghost Road Press poetry contest and nominated for a Pushcart Prize. She offers a range of classes and services for poets and writers. Learn more at sagesaidso.com and
writingthelifepoetic.com.
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