Webcast with Sri Bhagavan and Russia/Europe/Asia
                                                 28 November 2010

On November 28, 2010, more than 1000 people participated in a mukthi deeksha process with a live webcast with Sri Amma Bhagavan. Totally 232 Groups gathered in different centres of Russia, Kazakhstan, Lithuania, Belarus, Ukraine, Estonia, Germany and Italy for this live webcast. Sri Bhagavan answered their questions which was followed by the 49 minutes process. The mukthi process ended with the darshan of Sri Amma Bhagavan, many moved into higher states of Awakening and it is reported that the states are still continuing.
                                               

Video Link:

http://www.vimeo.com/17424935

1) Dear Bhagavan, I am seeing that my states are moving like crazy pendulum: i feel very light and joyful, I feel connected with the world and with God; then I find myself in huge dissatisfaction and disconnectedness. I feel angry with everything, I don't see any hope, and all my personalities are dancing like puppets on the stage. Is it a part of the process or am I not integral with myself?

Once the kundalini is awakened, thereafter it continously moves you towards awakening or God realization. For different people it takes different paths. In the early phases, there are some highs and there are some lows. You may get great joy and bliss and then suddenly lose it. When you lose it, you feel very bad. Now what you have described is part of classical symptoms which many people face. You have nothing to worry about it. But after February, you'll be moving very, very fast, because from what you say the process is clearly on. Just wait for a few more months.

2) Dear Bhagavan, I am very grateful to you that you are guiding me and everyone of us on this path of Oneness!

Several months ago I had noticed that my obsession to get the God-realization and enlightenment had vanished.  Everything is calm inside, there are no yearnings now. Everything that seemed very important to me before and everything that seemed like a goal for me for the last 6 years, all of it all of a sudden disappeared and turned out to be an illusion. Now there is emptiness inside, nothing came to take the place of this obsession. And this is what is worrying me. You've said in one of the darshans that for one to get awakened, one has to have this passion. Is it a part of the process, this state where there are no desires? How do I discover in my heart this yearning for awakening? Must everyone have this yearning or is it possible not to have it? Thank you, Bhagavan!

I have said there must be passion for awakening or God realization. That is only in the initial stages. Once the process is on, the passion could very well vanish, like in your case. Again, it's a clear sign that the process is fully on. It may again come back and lead to awakening or God realization or it may not come back, but still you would get awakened or God realized. Only in the initial stages you must have this passion. You are clearly on the process. Others who are facing similar problems could also rest assured that the process is going on. These people, when we start the final process, you will literally fly.

3) Namaste beloved Bhagavan!  Recently we got information from your devotees about the new sadhana - to take one of the 10 commandments, which you gave, contemplate what isn't working in us, then ask for AmmaBhagavan's help and talk to Sri Murthi and then during 21 minutes chant "AmmaBhagavan", then take Deeksha from the Padukas or Sri Murthi. Can you recommend such a sadhana for us, so we can get ready for the process which will start in February? Or maybe you can give us some effective sadhana now? Please bless us for the successful performance of this sadhana, so we would be ready for the changes in February. Thank you from the bottom of my heart!

They are not commandments, they are only teachings. Right now, we are doing a process for Indians, whereby they are quickly becoming awakened and God realized. That Indian process may not suit you. We are working on the process so that you would feel very comfortable with it. Part of the process we may offer you sometime after January 15th. The final process would be in the month of February. When we begin the last and final phase towards awakening.

However, I could give you a few teachings on which you could be contemplating. The first thing is, cultivate gratitude for all people who have helped you in this life and become intensively aware of your craving for significance. And if possible, start a conversation with your God, whoever your God is, for about 21 minutes a day. These three would be enough. The rest we would give you in January, because the whole thing is a package and we may have to remove some Indian elements and replace it with some western concepts, so that you'll feel completely at ease. All of you have been contemplating on the teachings, you've taken deekshas and we personally feel you're all well prepared. Now before the last and final step, please relax!

So you could now meditate, Amma and I would be back after 49 minutes. We would give you an eye deeksha for a minute and then meditate with you for five minutes. This would be part of your preparation. Looking at all of you, I get the feeling that all of you are going to be quickly awakened. So relax now. We'll be back soon.