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A Desert of Wanting                January 11, 2010
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Creating Your Own Reality

Dr. Bruce Lipton
 
Initiating your own sense of reality (or you might call it summoning the Law of Attraction) is applicable to every moment of every day.  We experienced a most pronounced sense of our creative power as we began the journey to Arizona right after Christmas.
 
Having traveled out of WA state into Oregon, we decided to stop for dinner in Eugene.  Our favorite food is Thai cuisine so it was our first thought.  As a sideline to every gustatory experience, one of my greatest taste enjoyments is gelato so that possibility (should I say "potential") is always sitting on the back burner. 
 
We pulled off the highway at an exit into Eugene with which Philip was familiar only to find that the customary restaurants he remembered were no longer in business.  Looking across the street from where we were standing, I saw an Italian restaurant advertising pasta, lasagna and various other offerings on the side of the building.  We decided Italian would do since it appeared to be the only restaurant in the neighborhood.
 
Crossing the street, pulling open the door, to our surprise we were greeted not by a host or hostess to seat us - no, the atrium to the restaurant was a gelato bar offering a myriad of flavors.  Philip and I laughed conspiratorially.  Yet, it was not until we were seated that we truly relished our powerful connections.  Opening the menu, we discovered the left side contained an Italian listing of dishes; the right side was a Thai menu. 
 
Don't ever let anyone tell you that you don't create your own reality.  At the Café NL, we proved it - outside of any logical realm of understanding!
 
 
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Breathing in 2010

As you walk the earth today you have an opportunity and a calling to become consciously awake and aware.  Most people who do not take the time to release and relax from day-to-day activities suffer from the stress and tension that is consistent with not being aware of the feeling in the body.  Once awakened to the Source connection that feeds your soul, you are guided slowly and accurately to that space in which you make decisions about life and its events from a place of peace, calm and inner joy.
 
There are many different ways available within which to learn this unique talent and yet there is no counsel that can be learned from reading books or the teachings of others.  Though often accurate, reflections of others' perceptions, books and teachings cannot take the place of life experience and heartfelt compassion.
 
There are many relative truths each leading you to Self-rediscovery.  You have not ever lost your Self.  You have only taken a tributary off the river of your original dream and need but a correction in current to rediscover the original intention and channel in which the water flows.  You have the ability and the "knowing" to allow yourself to float down this river of awareness to that place within in which dwell all of the answers, all of the solutions and all of the promises dreamed real.

The current human condition supports, allows and encourages following the mass beliefs as dictated by television, popular opinion and the newspaper headlines.  There is not much present encouragement for following "your truth", creating individual thought and living life according to the dictates of your own consciousness.  This pattern contributes to mankind's state of numbness in the face of increasing complexities and stress.
 
Taking the time to observe, to listen, to BREATHE and to spend time alone, in nature, talking with friends of like mind and experimenting with any type of creative activity that attracts will enable you to become more conscious, more aware and awake in this marvelous time we are experiencing.  No time has held as many options and considerations for mankind as this present age.  Do not let it find you sleeping.  Bring conscious awareness into your life through conscious, awakened decision.
 

 

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Each night as we zip up our tent and lie down to enter the dream world I begin to hear the cry of the desert wind as it searches for the missing sun.  Its yearning, its wanting to be rejoined with the solar rays of life echo through the washes and saguaro-covered hilltops until the walls of the tent flex and pull in response to the wind's torment. 

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The evening wanes, the dark night lightens as the warmth of the sun begins to emerge from the east barely scraping the craggy crests.  The power of the windy gusts begins to diminish as they relish their reunion with the joy of their heart.  The golden currents flow up and out and the blustering surrenders its power happily. 

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And so it is with the infinite search for the Beloved within you.  As the first warming rays of your awareness reach the hopeful moment of pause in your breath, surrender wanting, searching and your need to know.  Give over your yearning to The Presence of you.


Absolution
 

The mystery does not get clearer by repeating the question,
Nor is it bought with going to amazing places.
 
Until you've kept your eyes
And your wanting still for fifty years,
You don't begin to cross over from confusion.

--Rumi
 

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Presence


Many potential initiates have asked me what others are experiencing with the Initiation Into The Presence of Your Essence.  I have asked and received permission to quote from the messages I receive during integration of Initiation Into The Presence.
 
" . . . the feminine presence from all realms of existence moved deep within my body, this is the presence of the new me, one aware of all dimensions at once, and speaking from them, and Being them.  I also met the energy of the Christos as manifestation of the masculine last night, it is the most miraculous awareness of being, I have released old patterning which I could clearly see and I can see the patterning in others that they are stuck in. All since my initiation into the presence.  Every moment is miraculous, and I feel this throughout my Being.  I am to live as this divine feminine Beingness that represents the All within this body throughout all dimensions.  Wow, I have been waiting for this, I knew all my Life I was waiting."  Laura Janes

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"I am already experiencing changes and am enthralled by the process. As I look back over the last year, I realize anew how appreciative I am for your Presence in my life.  As a guide and teacher, you have been unparalleled and inspiring. I am so blessed by the gift of you!

"Also I have begun experiencing energy, particularly that of people, as music.  Where I previously perceived a person's energy mostly as a tactile and visual experience, now it is as if I am hearing a symphony in totality, so that I perceive the harmonies and melody, along with the discordances.  And I am experiencing all this through my heart.
 
"Thank you so much for your follow up information; it was very helpful.  I am still a bit all over the place physically right now, much more so than emotionally and spiritually.  It's as if two bodies are trying to align over/into each other and the lining up process is taking some time to complete.  Emotionally, I feel very full, in my heart, and find it overflowing, often unexpectedly! 
 
"My heart and the Presence remain strong and true and keep me at peace through the body crazies.  My dreams are full of long conversations; some people I know in this world and others not.  Very fun!  My interactions with people are already very different because my heart and my higher Self are conducting those conversations rather than my little self. Far more meaningful."  J.F.
  
 
Take this opportunity, right now, to disintegrate your belief in any limiting factor in your life.  Begin living, loving and experiencing from the core of The Presence that is your Self - realized.

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Delving Into Beliefs

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I invite you to send me any belief you would like to look at to post in this section of the Sacred Spaces newsletter.  I will post the question, "delve into it" and provide the answer here.  I will not use your name or any reference to who you are in the postings.

This week's question:
"I believe I have wings.  I've been told so by psychic teachers and I have felt them moving in meditation.  I wish I could learn to use them fully.  I could use help in any way."


Delving into this belief: 
How marvelous for you - especially since you are aware of this etheric sensation through your physical body!
 
Begin first by re-membering that the idea of "wings" usually connotes a connection with the angelic realm since artists depict angels as having wings, and
 
Re-membering that the reason artists use this symbolic means to represent that which cannot be seen is because these beings ebb and flow through the visual spectrum as though they are "flying".
 
Your experiences suggest that the solar plexus, heart and higher heart chakras are uniting in an emblematic expression of that which is occurring within the core of your DNA.  As you continually and infinitely expand into your cellular memory, the inherent attributes of the Angelic Human articulate their expression.  In other words, if you continue this mystical connection through your meditations, soon you will experience the sense of the wings without needing to be in an intended meditative state because that becomes your natural state of being.
 
The three chakras mentioned above foundation the processes (on all levels) of power, compassion, Christ (anointed) compassion through which The Presence of Your Essence expresses.  These properties impute a sense of unconditional love, lack of the need to judge and/or hold specific opinions while allowing the demonstration of beneficence through free will.
 
If you wish to elaborate on these flourishing energies within you, it would be helpful to have some tools with which to work.  If this idea appeals to you (since you know who you are having sent me the question), please contact me and we will talk about this further.  During my current travels, contact is most easily made through calling my cell phone 360-303-0782.

 
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A personal reflection: 

A few nights ago the air bed in our tent experienced loss of air due to a small puncture in its surface.  This resulted in the creation of what might be considered a great "ride" for youngsters at a carnival. 
 
As I shifted positions in the attempt to "get out of bed", the overwhelming variety of surface tension prohibited me from finding any spot firm enough to support my weight.  No matter how I switched position, I simply became further embedded within the mattress in a myriad of different directions.  Philip asked me if I could reach the plug so we could remove the air completely.  I laughed.  Intentionally reaching anything was out of the question. 
 
There was only one avenue of escape - surrender to the mattress and slide off onto the ground.  As I did so, I quietly chuckled.  How like this week's movie - the struggle to find footing while needing only to surrender to whatever outcome might result.  Once on the tent's floor, the plug was within easy reach.  As the remaining air found its escape route, we settled into our sleeping bags on the warm earth for the remainder of the night. 
 
The helplessness of this struggle is a physical memory that will remain with me securely settled into the memory of my bodily cells.  The message remains - all you need do is surrender.
Know that I love you,

Toni Elizabeth Sar'h
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