Blessings! 
My oldest brother Flip keeps calling to wish me an early Happy Birthday. First it was two months early. Then one month. Now it's only a week away. He's kinda wierd like that. But I like wierd.
At my age, birthdays are somewhat irritating. Kinda of like my vision...the older we get the less we see. Spiritual vision is another story. If we focus on God, our vision improves with age. At least that's one thing to look forward to as we grow older.
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Learning How to See
Break open your words, let the light shine out, let ordinary people see the meaning.
Psalm 119:129 The Message
"My mother-in-law is in the advanced stages of Alzheimer's Disease," the woman sitting across from me began. "After years of caring for her in our home, we finally had to put her in a nursing home.
She flipped through a health magazine left on the table in the waiting room. Her gaze never left the pages but it didn't slow down her dialogue.
"She's broken so many bones because she keeps forgetting that she doesn't know how to walk. When she was with us, we had to constantly watch her. If we took our eyes off of her for a second, she would try to get out of bed and fall. She can't feed herself. She can't swallow-she's forgotten how. And now she's lost her eyesight. She's forgotten how to see."
"Forgotten how to see?" I asked. "How do you forget how to see?"
"The doctor says that there's nothing wrong with her vision but the ability to see is controlled by the brain, not the eyes."
Soon my name was called and I said goodbye, but I couldn't get our conversation out of my mind. The ability to see is controlled by the brain?
Later that night I interrupted my husband's evening ritual. "John, did you know that we don't actually see with our eyes?"
Not even shifting his radar from Law and Order he muttered, "Yeah, the eyes only route information from the optic nerve. Visual perception actually occurs in the brain."
Occurs in the brain? Where did he get so smart?
I don't remember learning how to see. It was instinct...effortless-like my reactions to life. In fact, I don't remember learning to how "see" my circumstances either. My view of life, my opinions and judgments all soaked in as naturally as a sea sponge soaks in salt water. But after years of gradual contamination my perception of life was weakened by false beliefs and failing emotions. My well-being depended on my perspective but most of the time my focus was way off. So guess what? I was miserable. And eventually, I forgot how to see.
I focused on events, things or people to make me happy. If only this happens, then I'll be happy. If only I had this, I could be happy. If only he would do this, then I could be happy. Too many ifs.
My vision was blurred for years. I wasn't spiritually blind-I had received salvation, but just because someone knows Jesus doesn't mean they can "see". I went through most of my life looking at life with faulty vision, all because my focus was wrong. It took me years before I figured out that Jesus saves and does Lasik.
Now I'm able to see beauty everywhere. I can perceive and distinguish things I was once oblivious to. My circumstances and the great "ifs" of life don't rule my emotions. I'm no longer miserable.
How about you? Do circumstances dictate your happiness? Do things consume your thoughts? Do certain people steal your joy? When we live with disappointment and sadness for extended periods of time, we quit trying to evict them. It's too much trouble. It's easier to let them hang around. They become familiar and we get good at disguising them. Miserable? "No, I'm just tired today." Depressed? "Oh, I'll be fine. It's nothing." Angry? "Nah, I'm good."
When we live with sadness, we survive. We exist. And eventually...we forget how to see. But there is more to life than what our eyes reveal. Just like our ability to see is controlled by the brain, our perceptions route our reality to our heart. But Christ can change our reality. There is life beyond the crisis. There is beauty beyond the pain. If we surrender our vision to Christ, He can change our focus and we can learn how to see again.
Prayer: Lord, help me see life through your perspective. Open my eyes and change my reality. Give me the vision, perception and understanding to comprehend the fullness of life, not based on my present circumstances but the future that you intend to accomplish through me. Amen.
Thoughts to Ponder:
- What kind of spiritual vision were you born with?
- 20/20. I've always seen life clearly. Life has its obstacles, but I don't let them get in my way.
- I'm near sighted. I see near things clearly, but things at a distance appear blurry. It's hard for me to see how God is working in my future.
- I'm farsighted. I have trouble seeing what God is doing close up. If I back away and look at things, it's easier to see.
- I have night blindness. I see well most of the time, but have difficulty seeing when my world is dark.
- My vision is impaired. I have trouble seeing life clearly and often have to rely on the insight of others.
- I was born blind. My natural predisposition is to see devastation and I often battle depression.
If your vision was like the weather, how would you describe your forecast now?
- I Can See Clearly Now the Rain is Gone. I can see all obstacles in my way. It's gonna be a bright, bright, sun-shinny day.
- Raindrops Keep Falling on My Head. But there's one thing I know, The blues they send to meet me won't defeat me, It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me.
- I've seen fire and I've seen rain. I've been walking my mind to an easy time, My back turned towards the sun.
What tends to obstruct your vision the most? Things, people or circumstances? Why?
According to Isaiah 43:18-19 referenced below, how can we change our perception?
Describe a time in your life where you caught a glimpse of something new God was doing in your life. Tell how you were able to perceive it.
Scriptures to Ponder:
- Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? Isaiah 43:18-19
- Hear, you deaf; look, you blind, and see! You have seen many things, but have paid no attention. Isaiah 42:18, 20a
- Look to the LORD and his strength; seek his face always. 1 Chronicles 16:11
© Christy Johnson 2008, All Rights Reserved
www.christyjohnson.org
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